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aimless_arrow

aimless_arrow

Lost from the very start
Mar 14, 2023
26
I know, I should've been more careful. It was kept in a corner of my room that usually stays untouched but the cabinet didn't have a lock. I'm so upset about it. The entire 500g bottle of SN, just gone forever. I had tested it to make sure it was authentic. I even have the metoclopramide pills. All that was needed was the courage.

I confronted him about it. He said if I really wanted the SN back he'll divorce me. I live in Singapore so it was pure luck that I managed to purchase it online in the first place. The SN listing has since been taken down and the seller said they can't ship it anymore because of the law.

I just don't know what to think. SN was my way out. Life feels even more bleak now.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

Member
Feb 3, 2026
47
That's a horrific incident, I'm sorry this happened to you. Did you have a plan b in mind before you purchased the SN?
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
343
You should be looking to divorce and be single in any case if you're imminently looking to ctb.
 
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T22222222

Student
Feb 3, 2026
156
I know, I should've been more careful. It was kept in a corner of my room that usually stays untouched but the cabinet didn't have a lock. I'm so upset about it. The entire 500g bottle of SN, just gone forever. I had tested it to make sure it was authentic. I even have the metoclopramide pills. All that was needed was the courage.

I confronted him about it. He said if I really wanted the SN back he'll divorce me. I live in Singapore so it was pure luck that I managed to purchase it online in the first place. The SN listing has since been taken down and the seller said they can't ship it anymore because of the law.

I just don't know what to think. SN was my way out. Life feels even more bleak now.
How're you doing now? Do you have any other methods you're thinking about?
 

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