Help partial or full hanging

[finalmission]

I just can't decide and i need to ctb by the end of this week.

I survived partial hanging after passing out and woke up without brain damage somehow and heard scary fake hallucinations
Now I feel ready to attempt again but I'm starting to think that maybe this is a sign that this method is not for me? what if in the next attempt I wake up but with brain damage?

I don't have a place in my apartment for full suspension hanging, so its only possible outside. And I can't afford airbnb or hotel right now
I'm also not a fan of the idea of some randoms finding me dead from full suspension outside and maybe even joking about it

My other options are jumping, drowning or train (possibly)

 

[nosense-user]

Full hanging is certainly going to kill you unless the rope breaks and most partial hanging attempts are not lethal

 

[Dawns]

Full hanging is certainly going to kill you unless the rope breaks and most partial hanging attempts are not lethal

The majority of hanging suicides are partial.

 

[marleybarley]

I just can't decide and i need to ctb by the end of this week.

I survived partial hanging after passing out and woke up without brain damage somehow and heard scary fake hallucinations
Now I feel ready to attempt again but I'm starting to think that maybe this is a sign that this method is not for me? what if in the next attempt I wake up but with brain damage?

I don't have a place in my apartment for full suspension hanging, so its only possible outside. And I can't afford airbnb or hotel right now
I'm also not a fan of the idea of some randoms finding me dead from full suspension outside and maybe even joking about it

My other options are jumping, drowning or train (possibly)

partial hanging I believe

 

[finalmission]

Thanks for the replies.
I think I will go with partial hanging tomorrow, in the comfort of my own room.

I think the key is to pass out as quickly as possible and strong will to die.

In my last attempt with partial, I passed out after many attempts of trying

 

[Dawns]

Thanks for the replies.
I think I will go with partial hanging tomorrow, in the comfort of my own room.

I think the key is to pass out as quickly as possible and strong will to die.

In my last attempt with partial, I passed out after many attempts of trying

In your last attempt when you passed out, what did you do differently compared to prior attempts? also what position did you use?