My mother's all right, but she was completely offset and overwhelmed by my brain diseased and evil spoilt brat narcissistic self indulgent old man and his family of stupid bullies. She made me promise her I would not CTB w/in her lifetime, but I also promised her I would not live to see her interred. (My psychiatrist knows all about this, and knows there is nothing he or any of his colleagues can do about it, as I have long since qualified for psychiatrist administered euthanasia everywhere that treatment for relief is practiced.)