LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 112
That's what I wish for.
However, it's too good to be true.
The process of dying scares me to no end. I've seen videos of people dying and the way their bodies go limp its uncanny.
N seems to be the only thing that could give a painless and peaceful death but it's nowhere to be found due to its lethality and its sole purpose.
I wish to just close my eyes and not wake up.
I don't want to be covered in sweat and vomit.
Don't want to feel like I need to throw my organs up.
Don't want to feel like my neck is getting crushed.
And I don't want my remains to be splattered all over some tracks.
Does anybody else feel like this or am I just being a whiny bitch who doesn't have the balls to go through the painful process?
However, it's too good to be true.
The process of dying scares me to no end. I've seen videos of people dying and the way their bodies go limp its uncanny.
N seems to be the only thing that could give a painless and peaceful death but it's nowhere to be found due to its lethality and its sole purpose.
I wish to just close my eyes and not wake up.
I don't want to be covered in sweat and vomit.
Don't want to feel like I need to throw my organs up.
Don't want to feel like my neck is getting crushed.
And I don't want my remains to be splattered all over some tracks.
Does anybody else feel like this or am I just being a whiny bitch who doesn't have the balls to go through the painful process?