Painfulness of SN

[briardweller]

Sorry if this has already been discussed but I've had my SN for a long while now about a year. It's been sitting in my closet in two ziplock bags and all the research I've done is all over the place. Some people say it's going to hurt really bad but only for like 10-20 minutes if you do it right and some people say it doesn't hurt at all really, just air hunger. At the end of the day if this is the only thing I can do then I will get over it and deal with the pain but I really don't want overbearing suffering as I go. I wouldn't mind a challenge like air hunger, something to meditate on, but I just want the suffering to end. I don't want it to have to be disgusting, dreadful and horrible.

My general plan was to basically make two or three bottles of 25 mg of SN dissolved in powerade, then take one like a shot on an empty stomach. Maybe taking an antiemetic, but I don't think I have access to barbiturates. Even though I have GAD and PTSD, I can't really find any kind of help because I can't really ever seem to get taken seriously or not brushed aside. The psychiatrist office hung up on me last time. I didn't even get to speak yet, so I've just been really uninspired. I don't want to go through the rejection of trying and failing so I'd rather just hurry up. My dream is to have the option to painlessly ctb and just drift off into whatever is next. I think I would actually be euphoric if I knew I never had to fear a painful exit again because I had access to the means to go without it
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[deleteduser34a26]

as far as ive seen it doesnt really hurt, also air hunger is not based off your body's absorption of oxygen but rather the overabundance of co2. as long as youre still respirating normally i dont think you will feel air hunger either. that being said i have never died this way before

 

[disabledaccount0452]

SN isn't necessarily painful. It is a weird and scary experience however. I test ingested a couple days ago. Please don't do the same.

If you wanna read the report:

SN-Ingestion Report: My Terrifying Brush with SN-Fueled Hypoxia Hell

My SN ingestion report and its risks and effects This report is based on my personal account of ingesting a small dose (3.1 grams) of SN out of curiosity, not as a suicide attempt. This report is to highlight the severe risks, unpredictable effects, and potential consequences of reckless...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Summary is that the crazy strong and fast heart beating combined with the dizzyness and just general confusion was rather scary. The shortness of breath wasn't really that bad. Just felt like i ran up the stairs for a bit.

It's safe to assume that the experience of taking the proper 25-30g CTB dose will be less bad than my experience with the lower test dose since you will just fall unconscious quicker and will sleep through the worst effects.

While my experience wasn't that much fun and i aborted after realizing that i won't pass out anytime soon, SN is still my preferred CTB method. I am actually even more sure about its effectiveness now than i was before.

 

[Dante_]

as long as youre still respirating normally i dont think you will feel air hunger either. that being said i have never died this way before

Been strange for me to think about because that was not anything I remembered when I test ingested it before, primarily was high heart rate but lack of breathing was absent.