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Im_Stuck

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May 6, 2026
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I have a plan just havent set a date. One of the big things that hold me back is the knowledge of pain that is left for others. This is coming for experience unfortunately. I was wondering if anyone feels the same and if it something they have moved past? I get it is an inevitability but i dont really want to be held back.
 
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May 23, 2026
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i feel the same way
but sometimes - if i'm having a really bad day for example - i don't care and feel closer to ending it
 
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Nov 13, 2025
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I have a plan just havent set a date. One of the big things that hold me back is the knowledge of pain that is left for others. This is coming for experience unfortunately. I was wondering if anyone feels the same and if it something they have moved past? I get it is an inevitability but i dont really want to be held back.
I have only one person left in my life that i don't want to harm. It's my mother and she is nearly 80 and not very healthy and will probably pass in 10 or so years. I HAVE to make it somehow for at least that long. I already lost all the friends i made throughout my fucked up life, even the last one i called my best friend some time ago has basically forgotten that i exist.
 
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