thorsve
Member
- Aug 2, 2022
- 28
Hi,
I've tried suicide many times. But the SI holds me back every time. I've tried methods that has enabled me to actually pull out and not go through with it. I'm thinking about hanging now, due to the no return aspect. If I try to hang myself, and do it properly, there Is no possibility of me trying to stop the process. It's a dead end. No pun intended. I'm just so tired. People are using me, things aren't going great. I try, I take steps forward but always get pushed back to the emptiness of life. I'm always alone in my room or apartment. I can't stand this life and I'm looking forward to hanging myself. I'm not encouraging people to the same but I'm just to fed up with everything. I just wish SI wasn't a thing.
I've tried suicide many times. But the SI holds me back every time. I've tried methods that has enabled me to actually pull out and not go through with it. I'm thinking about hanging now, due to the no return aspect. If I try to hang myself, and do it properly, there Is no possibility of me trying to stop the process. It's a dead end. No pun intended. I'm just so tired. People are using me, things aren't going great. I try, I take steps forward but always get pushed back to the emptiness of life. I'm always alone in my room or apartment. I can't stand this life and I'm looking forward to hanging myself. I'm not encouraging people to the same but I'm just to fed up with everything. I just wish SI wasn't a thing.