Overcoming survival instinct

[thorsve]

Hi,
I've tried suicide many times. But the SI holds me back every time. I've tried methods that has enabled me to actually pull out and not go through with it. I'm thinking about hanging now, due to the no return aspect. If I try to hang myself, and do it properly, there Is no possibility of me trying to stop the process. It's a dead end. No pun intended. I'm just so tired. People are using me, things aren't going great. I try, I take steps forward but always get pushed back to the emptiness of life. I'm always alone in my room or apartment. I can't stand this life and I'm looking forward to hanging myself. I'm not encouraging people to the same but I'm just to fed up with everything. I just wish SI wasn't a thing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be gone as well. But anyway I hope you find what you are searching for, I wish you the best.

 

[athiestjoe]

I am so sorry you are in so much pain and suffering. I know SI can be a real challenge but it is nothing to be ashamed about, it is deeply ingrained into us: Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors

With whatever you decide, I hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity.