Discussion Overcoming SI

[zulcywulcy]

So I'm planning to ctb by drowning today at night and I want y'all's opinions on whether I should 1. Instantly jump into the water when I get there without waiting or 2. Wait a bit then jump in the water. Would option 1 lessen the chance of SI from stopping me jumping in?

 

[avalokitesvara]

what benefit would waiting give you other than the chance to back out? if you're not 100% sure you want to do this, then wait. if you're sure, take the plunge.

 

[zulcywulcy]

what benefit would waiting give you other than the chance to back out? if you're not 100% sure you want to do this, then wait. if you're sure, take the plunge.

I'm sure I want to, I was just saying wait as in sit and listen to music before I do it

 

[avalokitesvara]

I'm sure I want to, I was just saying wait as in sit and listen to music before I do it

i don't think it's the right time for that. if you want a nice last moonlit lake music session do that tonight and do your attempt tomorrow. the longer you sit there the more likely you'll be to get hit with SI. don't muddle up life (music) with death. of course it's ok to back out any time. but if you're certain, you don't want anything with wiggle room in your plan. do what you need to do, quickly.
take care anyway

 

[ThatRussianDude]

I think that ketamine kinda turns off the SI because it disassociates you from yourself.
Yeah, to those who havent tried you, it's like you become a separate entity from yourself, like you are playing a sims game and simply controlling a character. You get that super peacefull where nothing bad can really happen to you.