Cynacs
Womp womp myself
- Aug 21, 2023
- 30
I have a 10 story building and I plan on jumping eyes closed backwards. The problem is I find it hard to just push myself. If I stood on the edge I could act with impulse, but there is a security camera there and I am worried campus police are watching it (as they've gotten reports of me there before). I would have to pull-up onto one of the I-beams, which just I feel like makes it even harder. I'm so scared of someone seeing somehow. But not only that, I just feel afraid and don't know how to give myself the push/courage/impulse I need.
