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c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
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does anyone know anything about that? i did some research and to import it you need a permit, customs are pretty strict here so im not sure if its safe to order or not
 
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
185
Do they even care? I always thought muslim countries like ksa don't regulate substances like Sn and don't care about anyone who would use it for ctb'ing
 
c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
Do they even care? I always thought muslim countries like ksa don't regulate substances like Sn and don't care about anyone who would use it for ctb'ing
it doesn't matter if it's for ctb or not any kind of chemical that isn't for common use you'd need paperwork to import
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
185
it doesn't matter if it's for ctb or not any kind of chemical that isn't for common use you'd need paperwork to import
There are no local laboratory or anything like that so you can buy it or maybe industrial Suppliers
I once googled Sn and name of my country and got results of this place that sell it
 
c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
There are no local laboratory or anything like that so you can buy it or maybe industrial Suppliers
I once googled Sn and name of my country and got results of this place that sell it
yeah but like western countries you need fill out your "company's" info and whatnot
 
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thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
185
yeah but like western countries you need fill out your "company's" info and whatnot
grim you can't just give a random fictional company that doesn't exist joking don't do that
I hope you do find it eventually I'm very desperate as well and got no method to go for Sn seems like a very good option but you can always wait and see if you find something
 
c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
grim you can't just give a random fictional company that doesn't exist joking don't do that
I hope you do find it eventually I'm very desperate as well and got no method to go for Sn seems like a very good option but you can always wait and see if you find something
same, only thing i can try is partial hanging which sucks ass
ig there's apartment complexes nearby but im not sure if 9 floors is enough, i dont know if i can even access their roofs
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
185
nly thing i can try is partial hanging which sucks ass
I'm kinda having trouble pulling that out probably that's the method I'm gonna use it's terrible, ugly maybe painful but I got no other choice
it requires a bit of trail and error to get it to work
ig there's apartment complexes nearby but im not sure if 9 floors is enough, i dont know if i can even access their roofs
I always figured anything over twenty meters onto flat concrete would do the job. But it's actually a coin toss with a high failure rate. People have jumped from way higher and somehow walked away if anything interrupts the fall on the way down like a tree or a ledge it breaks the momentum and ruins the impact. There's a very real chance you just survive
 
c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
I'm kinda having trouble pulling that out probably that's the method I'm gonna use it's terrible, ugly maybe painful but I got no other choice
it requires a bit of trail and error to get it to work

I always figured anything over twenty meters onto flat concrete would do the job. But it's actually a coin toss with a high failure rate. People have jumped from way higher and somehow walked away if anything interrupts the fall on the way down like a tree or a ledge it breaks the momentum and ruins the impact. There's a very real chance you just survive
yeah im really scared of surviving that so im probably not gonna risk it, if im not able to find any building that's at least 12 floors high i wont go with the jumping route, although it's my preferred method.
I'd try full suspension if i could but I've got no anchor, what i did find is in my mother's room and i cant lock it so i cant attempt that either, fml 1000038954
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
185
yeah im really scared of surviving that so im probably not gonna risk it, if im not able to find any building that's at least 12 floors high i wont go with the jumping route, although it's my preferred method.
Saudi arabia seem like it got plenty of high buildings with no things that ruin the jump

I'd try full suspension if i could but I've got no anchor, what i did find is in my mother's room and i cant lock it so i cant attempt that either, fml
1000038954
Can you like me the full suspension thread? I haven't read anything about it in here.
Oh yeah you don't need anchor point I heard some people managed to die using a door handle I'm pretty sure you will be able to find something to put rope in to hold your weight down you also need to be extra careful when it comes to time you have to make sure you have plenty of time for you not to get caught ending in a brain damage is not cool
 
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thefirstluminary

never knows best
Mar 9, 2026
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diealegend24

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May 11, 2026
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does anyone know anything about that? i did some research and to import it you need a permit, customs are pretty strict here so im not sure if its safe to order or not
Brother are you from Saudi? Muslim?
 

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