I have been considering four different ways now to CTB. I am debating doing the pharmacology way, SN, gun, and drowning. I have concerns for each one, though. For pharmacology, it seems like a lot of the opiates are really hard to access and need a prescription. For SN, it's the same issue - I have no idea where to get SN from, and a lot of the procedures require additional supplements to ingest, which are also hard to get. With guns, I am mainly worried that I will just turn into a vegetable (I have already figured out how I can get a gun pretty easily, as I live in the US) after reading more. And then for drowning, I am worried that it won't work because I only have a bathtub. Would love any advice. Thanks!
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