• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
Man my life's gotten pathetic. It's impossible for me to experience joy in any situation. I'm a leech and have a constant void in my heart. But I really really really like RuneScape! I think I've put more effort into my rs account then anything else in my life ever. It's just kinda sad lol
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: BlueButterfly111, Forever Sleep, nails and 5 others
getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
I feel you. That void sucks and drains you out of every bit of joy. I spent like 500+ hours or smth in fallout shelter just playing dolls with the dwellers and making up stories. It may sound sad yeah but I'd just cling to whatever joy I can squeeze out of what otherwise is just misery. Waiting for Tears of the Kingdom also kept me going for like over a year, pretty much single handedly. If videogames can do that then fuck it I take it. I'm sure your runescape account is neat and worth it if it brings you any joy.
 
ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
I feel you. That void sucks and drains you out of every bit of joy. I spent like 500+ hours or smth in fallout shelter just playing dolls with the dwellers and making up stories. It may sound sad yeah but I'd just cling to whatever joy I can squeeze out of what otherwise is just misery. Waiting for Tears of the Kingdom also kept me going for like over a year, pretty much single handedly. If videogames can do that then fuck it I take it. I'm sure your runescape account is neat and worth it if it brings you any joy.
I had a coworker that borrowed my copy of totk, me and my family had to emergency move and I never got my game back lmaoooo 😭😭 I miss that game
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: lamy's sacred sleep and getoutgirl
LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
625
I relate, I play cs2 everyday lol Im not like a loser well maybe I am but I still take care of myself im not on it 24/7 but I have gotten addicted to it. I feel the need to play it to feel a bit better. Sometimes u meet actual losers who are racist and homophobic 24/7 on the game and it makes u feel shit but sometimes u meet like those old fathers that are just chilling and talking to u and dudes who play without taking it seriously. Im horrible at the game but either ways I got no other game to play. I also managed to gamble 90 bucks and lost it all. This was a bit before I ever wanted to seriously die so I regret it I couldve used the money in a better way.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: lamy's sacred sleep
Paraskas

Paraskas

Member
Mar 12, 2025
9
Man my life's gotten pathetic. It's impossible for me to experience joy in any situation. I'm a leech and have a constant void in my heart. But I really really really like RuneScape! I think I've put more effort into my rs account then anything else in my life ever. It's just kinda sad lol
sameeee im just waiting for and trying out updates on games im playing and some mobile apps, most enjoyable thing abt my life rn
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Same. I want to play the upcoming remake of oblivion, the next gta and elder scrolls but who knows if ill make it until then
 
NewtBoy

NewtBoy

Member
Nov 7, 2023
21
I gotta be here to play Doom: The Dark Ages lol.
 
  • Love
Reactions: nails
nails

nails

wait i'm goated
Feb 12, 2023
416
it's really nice that you have something that brings you joy and i hope it will continue to be a source of joy for you. this world is horrible and filled with so much suffering. simply existing is a chore; so, it's valid to cherish any little thing that makes existing more tolerable. i don't think it's fair for you to call yourself/your life pathetic because you find joy in something like a video game—it was created to be an escape.

anyway, i hope things improve for you overall. i'll be wishing you the best
 

Similar threads

ari0519786011
Replies
0
Views
133
Suicide Discussion
ari0519786011
ari0519786011
juniforest
Replies
0
Views
95
Suicide Discussion
juniforest
juniforest
locketofroses
Replies
2
Views
204
Suicide Discussion
alivebutnotliving
alivebutnotliving
kunikuzushi
Replies
1
Views
155
Suicide Discussion
The Dead Line
The Dead Line
restingplace
Replies
0
Views
97
Suicide Discussion
restingplace
restingplace