One of my reasons for CTB

[Walilamdzii]

is losing my "friendship group".. I guess they were never my friends in the first place. People suggest to me moving somewhere different and trying to start again, but I don't have the energy to do it all over again. It takes so much time and energy to build relationships and the only thing I anticipate now is abandonment and rejection..

 

[MrDarkness]

I might attempt today for that exact reason, I don't think I ever had friends, they probably just felt bad for me, they think I'm annoying and useless

 

[Walilamdzii]

I might attempt today for that exact reason, I don't think I ever had friends, they probably just felt bad for me, they think I'm annoying and useless

Was it a large group of fake friends or just a few people?

 

[MrDarkness]

Was it a large group of fake friends or just a few people?

8 or 7, I never belonged, idk why I kept sticking around

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that other people cannot be trusted and relied on, I find it awful how humans just very often create more suffering and problems, to me it's really understandable feeling so tired of everything.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Not having any friends is certainly a part of why I'm going to CTB, but not the entire reason. I have a multitude of reasons that have convinced me that my best choice is to just exit as quietly and peacefully as I can, while I still can.

 

[Walilamdzii]

8 or 7, I never belonged, idk why I kept sticking around

I was always the butt of their jokes or the one others would start fights with then kick out. They never treated me well.