Once again I see a question in post about suicide pacts. This my reply.

[RW__Asher23]

To the person who asked that question and said it didn't happen though. Be happy that it went that way. I did have one with the love of my life. We had it all planned out. Hotel room party to extreme because her Daddy was paying and we knew we would be Dead and in the L.A. news by morning.
Everything went exactly the way it was supposed to except, one person who showed up at hotel and figured out what we were doing. They turned us in. When they were breaking down the door we were at the window breaking the glass and going out the window. She pushed me and dove at it pulling me with her. She made it through and so did I except my leg which was being pulled by police.
I have been paying for that ever since. Pacts are no good. So again be happy yours dissolved. Who needs more reasons to die than the ones we live with everyday to begin with? No, it's not worth it. Someone asked me last year on here what my reason for ctb was or is. There are many and that is only one. I learned to live with that to some extent but she comes to me often in my waking and sleeping dreams. She is waiting. Not much longer now my Love.
Wish you the best outcome you can have no matter what that might be, ctb or life or ?? but I am happy for you anyway. Peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so awful what you've been through, I certainly see suicide pacts as being a bad idea as it could easily go wrong, I think it's better to plan to die alone if one wishes to be gone.