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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
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So I found a belt and had a test run wow the feeling of partial hanging rushing sensation vision going dark my body was convoluting hearing going I almost blacked out it's look I'm going to have sleeping pills after all and alcohol and then I can ctb
 
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MistakesHappen

Escapologist
Aug 29, 2018
615
How do you feel about the method? It's different from your original plan, less quick
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
How do you feel about the method? It's different from your original plan, less quick
More reliable and the feeling felt nice I need the pills so I can shutdown survival instinct
 
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InaccessibleHour

Student
Sep 1, 2018
143
Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable
 
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MistakesHappen

Escapologist
Aug 29, 2018
615
I hope everything goes smoothly
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable PLZ DONT
??? I'm doing it on my boat so no one will find me
 
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MistakesHappen

Escapologist
Aug 29, 2018
615
Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable PLZ DONT

Maybe you do something wrong, if done in the right way it's supposed to be harmless.
The major problem is survival instinct, as Miss Clefable said
 
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InaccessibleHour

Student
Sep 1, 2018
143
Sorry I think I sounded confusing I don't want ppl to save me cause I'll be a vegetable lol
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
Sorry I think I sounded confusing I don't want ppl to save me cause I'll be a vegetable lol
Lucky I'm isolated then the only problem is I do have a gf so yeah need to wait for her to go away
 
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MistakesHappen

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Aug 29, 2018
615
Do you think you have enough time?
 
InaccessibleHour

InaccessibleHour

Student
Sep 1, 2018
143
I could probably sneak out but I'm scared somebody catch me. Wouldn't be so bad if it was just as I was opening or stepping out the door cause I could just say I let the cats in or out but if the catch and outside I'd be in deep trouble. The best idea I have is hanging from little hooks in truck then I'd have to open truck which a loud noise which wake up parents and they'd get suspicious and probably look out if unlucky. Other then this I'd have to go far away and hang a tree.. I don't have anything long enough to do it though and I wouldn't be energetic enough to do it all and I'd be clumsy and I suck these things anyway. And if somebody finds which can probably happen here cause there's people crime out night a lot I'd either be saved and a vegetable for the rest of life or some criminal shoot or unhang and I'd die a lot slower painful and in torture. No thanks lol

But I wish you the best of luck because I know with hanging you're better off
 
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God
Jun 18, 2018
1,285
Cut the Achilles on the boat so the boat dies too
 
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RM5998

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Sep 3, 2018
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
So I found a belt and had a test run wow the feeling of partial hanging rushing sensation vision going dark my body was convoluting hearing going I almost blacked out it's look I'm going to have sleeping pills after all and alcohol and then I can ctb
Are you from Southampton, I live there, thought about jumping off the itchen bridge, good thing I didn't, as it is only 28 meters high, which means I would've most likely survived and became stuck in wheelchair or even worse, a bed.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
Are you from Southampton, I live there, thought about jumping off the itchen bridge, good thing I didn't, as it is only 28 meters high, which means I would've most likely survived and became stuck in wheelchair or even worse, a bed.
Yes and I've changed it
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
you want someone to set the boat adrift after so you can have that style of funeral?
 
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Synthroz

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Sep 2, 2018
14
Hope you find you're peace with this method.
 
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