Method OK, Kiddos. It's going to be Thursday

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

If there's another place, I'll be zooming through universes with Kristen and Mark. We'll reach out for your hand. You will be welcome. Just fasten your seatbelt!

Thanks

Can I come too? *buckles seatbelt*

Sure
Yeah why are they back maybe she noticed something was off?

 

[nonialabaster]

What did they say/do? Are you okay, noni?

I'm alright. A little shaken up.

Everything ok?

Cops set back my plans for a few hours. I'm still at home. I can talk myself out of anything.

Enjoy some more Roxy Music.
Signing off for now. Can't risk a member calling the cops on me. I know who it is.

 

[LateForTheBus]

Ohmygosh. I can't believe the cops have been out to your house again twice today?! I'm so sorry you're dealing with that. I can only imagine how stressful that must be, especially today! Sending you lots of love and hopes that you get to leave soon, peacefully, on your terms. We'll all miss you. ((Hugs))

 

[roadtogo]

Mad props for handling it well, keep the music coming. Wishing you strength and peace.

 

[Teikoku]

Great music choices. Wishing you a smooth bus ride...

 

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

Fuck whoever called the cops. You have a right to end your life if that is what you truly want.

P.S. you have great taste in music.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Does a member here know you personally? Why would they even call the cops, that's messed up. I get that maybe they care or something but this isn't their place to do.

Fuck whoever called the cops. You have a right to end your life if that is what you truly want.

P.S. you have great taste in music.

Agreed

 

[Foxes]

Does a member here know you personally? Why would they even call the cops, that's messed up. I get that maybe they care or something but this isn't their place to do.

Her and I have spoken on the phone. I'm unsure if she's shared her information with anyone else here.

She'd mentioned a Redditor that called the cops on her, we're thinking it's him or her daughter.

But if it is someone from here: kindly knock that shit off. She doesn't deserve it. We all just want to go in peace.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Her and I have spoken on the phone. I'm unsure if she's shared her information with anyone else here.

She'd mentioned a Redditor that called the cops on her, we're thinking it's him or her daughter.

But if it is someone from here: kindly knock that shit off. She doesn't deserve it. We all just want to go in peace.

Her and I have spoken on the phone. I'm unsure if she's shared her information with anyone else here.

She'd mentioned a Redditor that called the cops on her, we're thinking it's him or her daughter.

But if it is someone from here: kindly knock that shit off. She doesn't deserve it. We all just want to go in peace.

Oh okay that's tough. I remember her saying something about her daughter calling the police.

She did say "can't risk a member calling the cops on me", which implies a member knowing her information. I don't think she thinks it's any of you on here that she's friends with. I just hope she's okay right now, I imagine she's really shaken up now.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world.
Sorry I didn't get to say goodbye while you were here.

 

[qwerty1969]

You have to stay low profile. I have been visited by the police in two seperate countries and had my photo taken and sent to my embassy in the foreign country I am in now. My sister was calling the police and embassy. No one knows where I am now, my name is not even on any documents where I am hunkering down at the moment.

 

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

Here's the thing about someone calling the cops on a suicidal person: All it does is make that person more suicidal. I've had the cops called on me before, and I've had therapists violate confidentiality and tell my family members that I was planning to CTB. This did nothing to prevent me from securing my suicide method. All it did was traumatize my parents and convince me that telling someone IRL about my feelings is too risky to consider.

 

[Foxes]

Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world.
Sorry I didn't get to say goodbye while you were here.

She's still around, sweet one! Her plans were thwarted tonight because she had the cops called on her again by god only knows who, about an hour before she had planned to take the SN.

Hopefully she'll be back around tomorrow to give us some updates.

 

[ChildrensITV]

Am I missing something? Did she tell someone IRL that she is planning to CTB? If you tell someone this, please don't tell them the DAY you are going. If possible, set up a text to be sent to them after you die -- rather than text them just before you drink the SN -- cuz then you will just be lumped in with those who are doing a cry for help, and will get interrupted.

There is nothing stopping op from regrouping and trying tomorrow. She could do it in a different location too.

 

[nonialabaster]

Here's some Toadies. Mark was a really good friend of Lisa, their original bassist. You can see her, in this video. I called her after Mark died. We got together, ate some bbq. Lisa doesn't drink, nor does she smoke weed.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

She's still around, sweet one! Her plans were thwarted tonight because she had the cops called on her again by god only knows who, about an hour before she had planned to take the SN.

Hopefully she'll be back around tomorrow to give us some updates.

Are they watching her on here? I did see she mentioned that someone may have turned her in from here.

Here's some Toadies. Mark was a really good friend of Lisa, their original bassist. You can see her, in this video. I called her after Mark died. We got together, ate some bbq. Lisa doesn't drink, nor does she smoke weed.

Love the Toadies. Was just thinking of that song recently.
How are you doing?

 

[nonialabaster]

I've been missing Lisa, but she's been going through her own stuff.

Here's some Toadies. Mark was a really good friend of Lisa, their original bassist. You can see her, in this video. I called her after Mark died. We got together, ate some bbq. Lisa doesn't drink, nor does she smoke weed.

Todd is a dick, by the way. Lisa was the heart of the band.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Cops set back my plans for a few hours. I'm still at home. I can talk myself out of anything.

At least you were able to get them to go away. Damn, having all that happen when I'm in the middle of trying to leave would have me shaken up too. Hopefully the person that keeps calling them quits, because they aren't actually helping. It's just causing you more unnecessary stress!

 

[nonialabaster]

Sorry if I've shared this one already. Yo La Tengo.
Alright, babies. I'm drinking it. Listening to Dozer.

 

[Zegers]

Bye

 

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

Sorry if I've shared this one already. Yo La Tengo.
Alright, babies. I'm drinking it. Listening to Dozer.

I am sorry that this world treated you badly enough to make you kill yourself. I am also sorry that your final days were filled with ignorant people attempting to abolish your autonomy over your own life. I wish you a peaceful and contented journey into the void.

 

[Foxes]

Update: She told me that it's working and to let you all know that it doesn't hurt.

Then she said goodbye.

 

[bluebree]

Update: She told me that it's working and to let you all know that it doesn't hurt.

Then she said goodbye.

how can i read her story?

 

[nonialabaster]

Update: She told me that it's working and to let you all know that it doesn't hurt.

Then she said goodbye.

Motherfuckers! Nothing will kill me! My legs are numb, still, but I'm not dead. Fuck fuck! Why won't this end!

 

[RoundaboutResolved]

Drink more?

 

[nonialabaster]

Enjoy some Heart. Some badass women.

Drink more?

Stopped drinking any liquids, hour ago.

 

[ExistHarm]

Enjoy some Heart. Some badass women.

Stopped drinking any liquids, hour ago.

i hope you are ok, noni, fuck, idk why the sn wouldnt be working,,,,

 

[LateForTheBus]

Motherfuckers! Nothing will kill me! My legs are numb, still, but I'm not dead. Fuck fuck! Why won't this end!

Ohmygosh! I was just commenting that I was glad you finally got your peaceful exit, especially after the awful day you've had .... then I see your post! Oh, honey. I'm so sorry. I'm not sure how much SN you drank, but maybe you need more? I hate that you've had such a stressful day/night. ((Hugs))

 

[nonialabaster]

Ohmygosh! I was just commenting that I was glad you finally got your peaceful exit, especially after the awful day you've had .... then I see your post! Oh, honey. I'm so sorry. I'm not sure how much SN you drank, but maybe you need more? I hate that you've had such a stressful day/night. ((Hugs))

I drank 25g, with 50 mg of water. I don't know why it didn't work. I'm not a heavy person. I'm a little fairy. My legs are still numb. I'm so pissed off.

 

[roadtogo]

I drank 25g, with 50 mg of water. I don't know why it didn't work. I'm not a heavy person. I'm a little fairy. My legs are still numb. I'm so pissed off.

Any cyanosis? Other physical symptoms? I'm so sorry you're going through this