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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
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I failed ctb last year with 1 gram of fentanyl patches(100x10).
Three Qa:
1. Would 3 gram (100 mcgx30) is 100% sure death ?
2. How much time is needed to go .10 hours?

3.docor said that its bulls and all you got is pain and icu not death.is it true?

Bdw im 180 lbs/88 kg.

I need someone with real info no bulls.
Thanks

P.s. i read someone here took 4 g and 3 liter of alchol and still alive so whats the truth here??
 
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Sherri

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A bit out of topic, but as an opiate abuser I would love to try fentanyl.
 
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Someone123

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I just did a search and a credible looking article says that 3 milligrams of fentanyl is enough to kill an average size adult male. You said you took 1 gram last year and did not ctb and the amount you took is an estimated 333 times the lethal dose. Something isn't adding up. Have you built up a huge tolerance to opiates? Are the quantities you are mentioning correct? Is it really fentanyl? Some articles say 2mg is lethal, in this case you would have taken 500 times the lethal dose and survived. Something isn't adding up somewhere. Best of luck.
 
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I just did a search and a credible looking article says that 3 milligrams of fentanyl is enough to kill an average size adult male. You said you took 1 gram last year and did not ctb and the amount you took is an estimated 333 times the lethal dose. Something isn't adding up. Have you built up a huge tolerance to opiates? Are the quantities you are mentioning correct? Is it really fentanyl? Some articles say 2mg is lethal, in this case you would have taken 500 times the lethal dose and survived. Something isn't adding up somewhere. Best of luck.
Cld b bcse = patchs
 
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Someone123

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Cld b bcse = patchs
I'm not sure what these means- I know they are using patches but the fentanyl dose stil be what they say it is, I would think.
However your header says 3 mg of fentanyl. That is right on the edge. Due t individual differences this may or may not work. It's hard to say exactly how much you would need to take to be certain. 4 mg does not seem like enough to be sure since some pills sold have 5mg. Maybe 10mg would be enough to be sure, but who knows. Having trouble finding this exact info.
 
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Starinsky

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I'm not sure what these means- I know they are using patches but the fentanyl dose stil be what they say it is, I would think.
However your header says 3 mg of fentanyl. That is right on the edge. Due t individual differences this may or may not work. It's hard to say exactly how much you would need to take to be certain. 4 mg does not seem like enough to be sure since some pills sold have 5mg. Maybe 10mg would be enough to be sure, but who knows. Having trouble finding this exact info.
Thats the point.is it working at all? From my bad exprience .no. even if i take cardiloc and 300 gram of vodka with bondromim and fen. nothing says you end ctb...
 
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Someone123

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Thats the point.is it working at all? From my bad exprience .no. even if i take cardiloc and 300 gram of vodka with bondromim and fen. nothing says you end ctb...
The strange this is the police who have random contact with tiny amounjts of fentanyl at crime scenes often nearly die from fentanyl. Real fentanyl is lethal in these tiny amounts, so it is strange that there are issues here.
 
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myopybyproxy

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This worries me as fentanyl is the main ingredient in my plan. Perhaps it was the extended time-release mechanism of the patch that led to failure?

What was the experience like @Starinsky? How did you feel? How long did it take for you to go unconscious?
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
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You can read it in my posts. I was saved after 3 hours.
in the icu ambulance they discover fe. patches.
I think i gone to sleep rightaway.
I dont know more details cause i was in icu.🚑

3 hours is maybe less or more for ctb.
i dont know.😰

the doctor said later what the hack you could achive with fe. ??

utilty knife 1$ cost slit your throat.thats what i would do without si.🏆🏆🏆

The real problem is there are here 1.5 million !!!! Posts and no one know 💯% how to ctb.🤪😾
 
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Red Scare

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Mar 1, 2022
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A bit out of topic, but as an opiate abuser I would love to try fentanyl.
You think so, but it's hell. I wish I never touched the crap. I can snort a whole gram and that's just to keep from getting sick.
 
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Someone123

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This worries me as fentanyl is the main ingredient in my plan. Perhaps it was the extended time-release mechanism of the patch that led to failure?

What was the experience like @Starinsky? How did you feel? How long did it take for you to go unconscious?
Definitely if it was meant to be extended time release this would likely prevent it from working- that makes sense.
 
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Of The Universe

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Dec 31, 2021
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Again,A bit OT,but it appears A group of six spring breakers od on fentanyl laced coke😮 today. No one died,but a couple are critical,with heart failure. They were West Point csdets! 😣Reassuring!🙄🙄
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
43
Yes. ofcourse if i was saved later lets say 7 to 12 hours its was greater harm dont know if fatal.

I have new plan to overcome si.

1.rent a room.
2.drink vodka and bondromin.
3.tape to the carotid an angle grinder masking tape to the saftey hood and tight the blade to neck.
3.set timer to 1 hour later

Maybe send delay email to family dont know yet.
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
43
I hope in the morning my family will let me go to city.i have a shrink from ward for a year since ctb funny is ill try to ctb that day.hhah.surprise.
I really dont know what to tell to let me go my family who are afraid ill do something to myself outside home.
Sorry if i hurt someone here
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
43
I hope in the morning my family will let me go to city.i have a shrink from ward for a year since ctb funny is ill try to ctb that day.hhah.surprise.
I really dont know what to tell to let me go my family who are afraid ill do something to myself outside home.
Sorry if i hurt someone here
I go and try maybe next week 😰😦😦😕
 
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Starinsky

Member
Mar 9, 2022
43
Stupid b*** the shrink gave me 30 pills of benzos.lorzepam
Google it.and its not good with alchol.

Hope its help me ctb
 
Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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The strange this is the police who have random contact with tiny amounjts of fentanyl at crime scenes often nearly die from fentanyl. Real fentanyl is lethal in these tiny amounts, so it is strange that there are issues here.
As I understand it, people with actual knowledge of fentanyl don't believe this is really happening. It's like a mass psychosis or delusion or something psychosomatic.


 
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Starinsky

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Its not you touch pure powder.for me is patches with small dose.not like 3 gram or so.
 
Disappointered

Disappointered

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Sep 21, 2020
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Too bad F is so hard to get. I would love to be able to add it to my plan.
 
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Starinsky

Member
Mar 9, 2022
43
Dont do it. its not working.


I feel myaelf such an idiot for not ctb in any way i try.im a looser.

Next week will be raining i hope not too much.
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
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How deep is external carotid? 1.5" on gooogle sounds too deep.i think its right under the skin about 1 cm no more . Sombody knows?
 
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KimKevorkian

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Feb 23, 2022
210
The strange this is the police who have random contact with tiny amounjts of fentanyl at crime scenes often nearly die from fentanyl. Real fentanyl is lethal in these tiny amounts, so it is strange that there are issues here.
Like those West Point athletes who had coke with fentanyl...2 of them--who did not partake--died giving mouth to mouth to those who did, and they died just from the amounts they came in contact with. Doesn't sound like a peaceful death either. Cardiac arrests.
 
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Starinsky

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I patched 100mcgx10 it didnt do anything for 3 hours....

razepam Uses, Dosage & Side Effects - Drugs.com

https://www.drugs.com › lorazepam.html
Lorazepam can slow or stop your breathing, especially if you have recently used an opioid medication, alcohol, or other drugs that can slow your breathing. These effects can be fatal. MISUSE OF LORAZEPAM CAN CAUSE ADDICTION, OVERDOSE, OR DEATH. Keep this medicine where others cannot get to it.

Maybe with F and alchol and od can be fatal .dont really know nothing.
 
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Starinsky

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Mar 9, 2022
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I took 1 mg of lorzapem i ts says up to 6 mg a day for sleep. It effect me a short time took on 2 pm fall asleep and woke up 4 hours later.

I think ill take 2-3 mg and bondromin that will fall me to sleep.
 
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sparky10

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Mar 17, 2022
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Chance of getting fentanyl would be a fine thing
 
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Starinsky

Member
Mar 9, 2022
43
Why is that? Dont understand.


I have al ot of fear but i must overcome it and just do it.not think about it.
Go and buy what i need to ctb.and get a room.
Hope it work.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,587
I just found this thread today. If it´s still relevant, you might wanna read this guide. I also have a pdf-book that describes methods with opioids.
 

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indigomoon

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Mar 6, 2022
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Fentanyl patches are extended release. This is to prevent overdosing on them. If you have used any drugs (legal or illegal) you will have built up a tolerance for the fentanyl making it harder to OD on. Personally I don't think a patch is the way to go.
 
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befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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If I had to choose, I would go for the combination of Oxycodon and Fentanyl, according to the guide I uploaded. This is a method with proven success.
 
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Nevsky69

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Jan 20, 2022
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When it is said that 3 mg of fentanyl is deadly they mean iv application. But when it comes to opioids, everything is relative, it depends on one's tolerance and sensitivity to opioids.
10 patches of 100 mcg/h is a dose of 1 mg per hour of fentanyl (1000 mcg = 1 mg). For most people it would be deadly, but it would take several hours.
The "Guide to a humane self-chosen dead" recommends 500 mcg/h of fentanyl, accompanied by benzos, and says it can take 24 hours.
 
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