Numb

[CTB Dream]

Simetime feel numb all ,maybe end not know think possible die .not know thus what but afjraid what worse this all awful exist. What wait dementai more tging worse physic mental all worse ,feel numb maybe lose conscious

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly fear this existence getting more horrific in the future and I find it awful the fact that as time goes on the suffering being experienced will just increase with no limit as to how much life can torture us. This just makes the thought of non existence sound incredibly appealing to me, I mean what is the point to enduring decades of torment just to die anyway eventually. At least to me suicide is the only thing that makes sense, all that we are destined for as humans is to reach a very old age and this is disturbing to me. This existence is nothing more than a cruel mistake which is why I only envy those who have died.

 

[Countdown Kirk]

I envy those without tortured souls.
Those who find joy.
I envy those who get brief glimpses of happiness.
I envy those who are without mental illness/physically impaired who can enjoy this beautiful world for what it offers.
Death comes to us all. Suicide is a solution, to the symptom, of being unable to live.