Venting now it's definitive

[PropaneOctane]

i've been thinking a lot about it,but now i am very sure of it.
for a long time i've never felt human,and society just felt confusing and weird to me
this could be because of my autism,but i couldn't fit in with other autistic people,so maybe i may not be human at all
i've decided to give up being in this human life; I cancelled all my therapies and decided to voluntarily ctb.

this site has opened my eyes to so much things

im sorry about the rambling i'm not very good at putting this into words

 

[sos]

not being able to fit in with the autistic people doesn't mean that you may not be human after all

it's not a matter of autism + autism = best friends for ever

you either match w the other person, or u don't

 

[Kusogaki]

 

[FuneralCry]

I know in my case I'm certainly not meant for existence as well, I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you search for.