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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
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i tried everything. at first i ignored my problems. then i got tired and tried to get help. i have visited paid and state doctors, was prescribed different meds, have talked with countless psychologists... nothing seems to work for me

im just so tired. i tried so hard and got so far... but in the end, it doesnt even matter. nothing will change for the best
 
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Abyss Dweller

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You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
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I'm sorry my friend. I'm in a similar boat, tried a lot of things now maybe just maybe we found a med that actually does something.
It can take time.

Take care.
 
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meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
220
I'm sorry my friend. I'm in a similar boat, tried a lot of things now maybe just maybe we found a med that actually does something.
It can take time.

Take care.
ill try, thank you, friend ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 what med are you talking about? some new treatment? or did you mean your personal experience?
 
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Abyss Dweller

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You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
97
ill try, thank you, friend ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 what med are you talking about? some new treatment? or did you mean your personal experience?
I'm on Bupropion and I definitely think it helped, at least somewhat
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
220
I'm on Bupropion and I definitely think it helped, at least somewhat
yeah, have heard about it... and its illegal in my shithole country, haha. so its either bus or jail (and good luck trying to ctbting there 🫠🫠🫠)

im currently on duloxetine, mirtazapine and lithium. but i doubt they are really working
 

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