Not prepared to CBT but need to do fastest I can

[rotciv]

I'm not prepared to CTB (without pain right now) but I need to do fastest I can

Will use SN so I'm afraid of SI, what can I do?

 

[kionu09]

please dont use SN on impulse it will be most likely fail and you will end up with more trouble

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I strongly suggest not to ctb impulsively in general this leads to unnecessary failure risks and especially with SN. Rethink what you wanna do! Do wanna talk? Maybe just say something here why you wanna ctb right now? Anyway it's up to you! I hope you can find peace!

Just FYI:

Stan's Guide to SN.

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[ord3045]

please dont use SN on impulse it will be most likely fail and you will end up with more trouble

why?
i will try it tonight. hopefully if i vomit drink another glass

 

[kionu09]

You will nee fasting medication and mentally prepared for it since it has a period to knock you out you will be easily prone to call for help. Please dont do it for today atleast consider again.

 

[DutchMister1488]

dont rush anything but if you really want to SA is failproof if you take 2 grams

 

[rotciv]

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dont rush anything but if you really want to SA is failproof if you take 2 grams

What's SA?

 

[DutchMister1488]

Sodium azite, its a better version of sn imo since there is no cure at all and it always works 100% if you take 2 grams with 50ml of water

 

[sayire]

if you are not prepared that is a bad sign. failure rate even after being prepared is very high. success rate overall for all methods that are without preparation is 3%!! ofcourse if you are going to do SN it will be much better than 3% but quite a bit lower than what it can be.

unprepared ctb has a very good chance of making current situation worse. as many have already said, if not prepared try to control your impulse and prepare well first. or try to get over the trigger / situation.

I do not know your situation and can only send best wishes for you to figure out a path to your peace

 

[rotciv]

When I mean prepared, I mean mentally, to deal with the side effects of SN before I pass out

 

[Aisley]

When I mean prepared, I mean mentally, to deal with the side effects of SN before I pass out

do you have benzo or something to calm you down? And have you fasted? That post was twelve hours ago, are you still in the same mindset?

 

[rotciv]

do you have benzo or something to calm you down? And have you fasted? That post was twelve hours ago, are you still in the same mindset?

I'm like 36 hours without eating because I'm very sick (headaches, body pain), I'm waiting until I get better to do it, I guess better when I'm not sick