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Nov 12, 2021
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After a break up a couple years ago, a life force just evaporated from within me and I lost all desire… Things I was passionate about i no longer care - playing music, cooking, entertaining… I used to love listening to music… there comes a moment when you suddenly realize it's all over… Who you were is gone… And now you're just waiting to not exist…
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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After a break up a couple years ago, a life force just evaporated from within me and I lost all desire… Things I was passionate about i no longer care - playing music, cooking, entertaining… I used to love listening to music… there comes a moment when you suddenly realize it's all over… Who you were is gone… And now you're just waiting to not exist…
'No longer care' yes that's me also, about anything anymore
 
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Dec 15, 2022
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After a break up a couple years ago, a life force just evaporated from within me and I lost all desire… Things I was passionate about i no longer care - playing music, cooking, entertaining… I used to love listening to music… there comes a moment when you suddenly realize it's all over… Who you were is gone… And now you're just waiting to not exist…
Welcome to the club.
 
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FuneralCry

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It sounds so awful what you went through, I believe that it's true that many people don't live, instead they just exist. I've never wanted to be here at all in my case but I'm also just waiting to cease existing, I hate the fact how we cannot just choose to never wake again.
 
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