Help no way forward

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

I've asked my mom about letting me into a rehab program, but it would cost 3-4 times what she makes a month, so the answer is no. I did hold on to that as a chance, a possibility of moving forward, but I'm too poor to get better. It might be time to prepare for the exit, I quite literally have no way of getting better.
I just wish I had a chance in this world. But black, queer, neurodivergent and freaking poor, I had nothing, this place is too hostile, I don't think I can make it even if I want to. I did ask for help, I did talk about it, I am tired of trying to recover - I don't want to commit suicide; die? Sure, I do want to die, but death avoids me, just like happiness does. Suffering, that's all there is, from the start, that was all there was.

 

[jodes2]

Can't you save up for rehab? It would be a shame to give up when the problem is so fixable! I'm sorry you're suffering friend

 

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

Can't you save up for rehab? It would be a shame to give up when the problem is so fixable! I'm sorry you're suffering frienAs for right now

as for now, i have no income. I did save up during college but since I got caught up in BD and the side effects of the meds, I have not worked since.

 

[catsandrocks]

Hi!

Do you think a comprehensive DBT program or a PHP would help and be more cost-effective? Or if you have insurance, could you look into a place that accepts your insurance? Nashotah at Roger's Behavior Health really helped me, and I think most insurances cover it.

Please give us an update! <3

EDIT: I forgot that Nashotah only accepts children at the moment.

 

[jodes2]

for now, i have no income. I did save up during college but since I got caught up in BD and the side effects of the meds, I have not worked since.

Sorry to hear that. Aren't there any free places that offer support?

 

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

Hi!

Do you think a comprehensive DBT program or a PHP would help and be more cost-effective? Or if you have insurance, could you look into a place that accepts your insurance? Nashotah at Roger's Behavior Health really helped me, and I think most insurances cover it.

Please give us an update! <3

EDIT: I forgot that Nashotah only accepts children at the moment.

Hi, thanks for the feedback. I live in Brazil, so things are different, but I don't have any sort of insurance.

Sorry to hear that. Aren't there any free places that offer support?

I'm looking forward to finding one, I'll give it time

 

[flightless bird]

What exactly does your neurodivergence consist of?

 

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

What exactly does your neurodivergence consist of?

My diagnosis is Bipolar Disorder, ADHD, General Anxiety, OCD.

 

[flightless bird]

My diagnosis is Bipolar Disorder, ADHD, General Anxiety, OCD.

Are you taking the required meds? All these could go away.

 

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

Are you taking the required meds? All these could go away.

yes i am

 

[Zegers]

your situation is very complicated. Best wishes about whatever happens.