It's so hard to find reasons to keep going when I'm not sure there's anyone or anything i'm really preserving. When someone kills themselves they are killing their self first and foremost. I would not be killing my self because I have no self. No identity. I'm like an animal in my perception of the world.
I'm killing off some stray consciousness that's gotten lost. I float in the wind so easily influenced by others that I've never formed anything of my own. I feel so disconnected from reality. I can't connect with anyone and I can tell my family are fed up of me.
I'm killing off some stray consciousness that's gotten lost. I float in the wind so easily influenced by others that I've never formed anything of my own. I feel so disconnected from reality. I can't connect with anyone and I can tell my family are fed up of me.
