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I try and try and try and try and try times 5000 all day all the days to get help I don't go oh I'll die 1st in all I try and try and I don't get it and if I do the helps a bad help and no help but like oh be happy do good be good and I can't so I want to die I get 0% hope so I want to die I like to die by cutting I'm used to cutting and I don't know how to get me to do a big one like jump I can try but I can't get me to do it
 
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