Story No good reason to be like this

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I don't really have a good reason to be like this but I don't understand why I'm like this, why I'm so fucking lazy, sad, alone and all that shit. When I rethink about why I'm like this then I struggle to find a reason or an answer. I always get angry for no reason, annoyed by the slightest shit and also sad as well. Does anybody else had this thing, feeling or whatever? This is one of the main reasons I don't open up with someone else because what the actual fuck should I even say as a reason.