No funeral. Goodbye, goodbye.

[mint]

This is just me saying goodbye.

Maybe a part of me knew when my best friend killed himself that I would soon be joining him.

I'm going to be hanging myself. Belly full of liquor until I pass out with the rope around my neck.

There's an ice storm outside of my cabin in rural Alaska. The power is out. I never had any power.

I was abused ever since I was little. I am transgender. I have 9% left on my phone. How was I supposed to make it.

I have attempted so many times, but this is it. I can feel it. The wolves are closing in. Maybe I'll go to hell. I'm already in hrll. It won't be much of a change.

36 years. Not the first suicide note I've written. Hopefully the last. No place for emotions. No tears. All business, now. Drink. Drink. I left a note on the door. Nobody will see. Typing hard. Lots of typos. Nothing left for me. Listen to Geordie Greep - The Magician. You'll understand. No family. No friends. A boyfriend who does not fuck me. He does not love me. Hybrid upbringing. No trust. You don't care. I'm one of 8 billion people. I'm lost in the stack. IQ 145. Could have been great. No chance. I'm so sorry. Please say a prayer for me. 8% battery

Harrd to focus. I love you. Im.so sorry. i cant stop c4ying. i wish i could have known you. im so guilty for being me. i cant stop laughing. c4ying. why couldnt it hvae been vodka. 3:34. boyfrirned home soon. gotta finish. please say a prayer. why would hod havr made me in his image if i 2asnt strong enough. i wanted to be strong enough. i wanted to do great things. i am only human. i'll miss my cat. i love you misty.


read chuck palahnkiuk - survivor. then you eill understand. nose runny. gonna black out soon.

i wish i coukd have lived up to my potential.

i wish i
Please please please say a prayer for me. Please. It might be the only chance I have.
Please please please say a prayer for me. Please. It might be the only chance I have.

 

[athiestjoe]

With whatever you decide; we'll always be here no matter if you change your mind, we understand. I know you asked for prayers but since I do not pray I will just send positive successful vibes your way if that helps.

Otherwise I wish you a safe journey and hope you get whatever peace & serenity you are looking for.

 

[iwishiwasneverborn2]

This is just me saying goodbye.

Maybe a part of me knew when my best friend killed himself that I would soon be joining him.

I'm going to be hanging myself. Belly full of liquor until I pass out with the rope around my neck.

There's an ice storm outside of my cabin in rural Alaska. The power is out. I never had any power.

I was abused ever since I was little. I am transgender. I have 9% left on my phone. How was I supposed to make it.

I have attempted so many times, but this is it. I can feel it. The wolves are closing in. Maybe I'll go to hell. I'm already in hrll. It won't be much of a change.

36 years. Not the first suicide note I've written. Hopefully the last. No place for emotions. No tears. All business, now. Drink. Drink. I left a note on the door. Nobody will see. Typing hard. Lots of typos. Nothing left for me. Listen to Geordie Greep - The Magician. You'll understand. No family. No friends. A boyfriend who does not fuck me. He does not love me. Hybrid upbringing. No trust. You don't care. I'm one of 8 billion people. I'm lost in the stack. IQ 145. Could have been great. No chance. I'm so sorry. Please say a prayer for me. 8% battery

Harrd to focus. I love you. Im.so sorry. i cant stop c4ying. i wish i could have known you. im so guilty for being me. i cant stop laughing. c4ying. why couldnt it hvae been vodka. 3:34. boyfrirned home soon. gotta finish. please say a prayer. why would hod havr made me in his image if i 2asnt strong enough. i wanted to be strong enough. i wanted to do great things. i am only human. i'll miss my cat. i love you misty.


read chuck palahnkiuk - survivor. then you eill understand. nose runny. gonna black out soon.

i wish i coukd have lived up to my potential.

i wish i
Please please please say a prayer for me. Please. It might be the only chance I have.
Please please please say a prayer for me. Please. It might be the only chance I have.

I'm praying for you even tho I don't know who you are. I hope you get what you want.

 

[iamanavalanche]

it was really nice meeting you <3 i love you, dude. i hope you get the peace you deserve ill see you on the other side o7

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[kat6]

Are you ok?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you have found peace! Safe travels and good luck!

 

[dazed.daydreamer]

Prayed for you, even though I'm not necessarily religious. You sound so distressed here, but I do hope you found some sort of peace, whether it was in your last moments or if you're still with us.

 

[xxCuteSprinklesxx]

All the best and I hope you find peace.
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/ づ♡

 

[nattys5thtoenail]

I'm sorry life didn't work out for you, wishing you peace and a safe journey out of here, wherever you may be

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Wishing you peace and relief<3

 

[Zanmato]

I'm sorry if life pushed you to this point.
I wish you found your peace, now!

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I'm sorry you had so much pain in your life, I hope you are at peace now

 

[pandorasactor]

I am so sorry that you had to deal with this pain for so long. I hope you rest in paradise <3

 

[kat6]

your post made me really sad. I hate to think that you were pushed to that decision while under that state of mind. I kept coming back to it hoping there would be an update and you were ok. I hope you're a peace no matter what happened. If you're around, please say hi