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wtfman

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Sep 14, 2025
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It seems like there isn't anyway to just go to bed and not wake up?

I suppose the suicide rate would be much higher if it were that simple.

I feel trapped.

I don't guess I have a choice other than hanging and I'm terrified that won't work either.

Im not about to jump off a high bridge, don't own a firearm, OD doesn't work, seems like it's hanging or nothing.

It's devastating knowing that this is my end and not even being able to get the courage up to got through with it or have a plan.

Are you guys sure there is absolutely not a simple way of leaving this earth?

Suffocating with blankets, etc?

Damn.
 
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sadman1897

Lost And Gone Forever
Aug 16, 2025
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Not unless you have access to the dark web. It's amazing how hard it is to end your own life .
 
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myriads
Sep 9, 2025
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Sending you all my strength friend, you are not alone here :heart:

I guess SN is not an option for you?

Hanging or partial hanging have a few guides going around. It's scary as heck like any ctb method, but if you can get your hands on some sedatives (meds, alcohol, anything), that would help. If suffocating is a possibility, gas bags are a thing but require hard-to-source chemical products.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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It seems like there isn't anyway to just go to bed and not wake up?

I suppose the suicide rate would be much higher if it were that simple.

I feel trapped.

I don't guess I have a choice other than hanging and I'm terrified that won't work either.

Im not about to jump off a high bridge, don't own a firearm, OD doesn't work, seems like it's hanging or nothing.

It's devastating knowing that this is my end and not even being able to get the courage up to got through with it or have a plan.

Are you guys sure there is absolutely not a simple way of leaving this earth?

Suffocating with blankets, etc?

Damn.
Damn
 
MissAbyss

MissAbyss

"I gazed for too long.."
Jul 20, 2025
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It seems like there isn't anyway to just go to bed and not wake up?
Nope, I was struck by lightning when I first came to that realization. Feeling trapped between life and death.

It's devastating knowing that this is my end and not even being able to get the courage up to got through with it or have a plan.
Perhaps you should take some time to become more familiar with the hanging (or any other method) first, so you can make a plan?

Wishing you strength ✨
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
181
The suicide rate has reached epidemic levels. Globally, over 740,000 people are reported to take their own lives annually. The crazy part is that those numbers are actually inaccurate. Because many suicides go unreported, the actual number of global suicides is actually much higher. Regardless of the actual numbers, it's a staggering number of people.

Could you imagine that rate if every attempt were successful?

I would like to think that maybe it's a good thing that most people fail at killing themselves. I've lost way too many people who have ended their lives. At least some of those people will get a second chance at finding peace in life. Maybe a few more can help others find that same peace before taking that final, irreversible step.
 
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wtfman

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The suicide rate has reached epidemic levels. Globally, over 740,000 people are reported to take their own lives annually. The crazy part is that those numbers are actually inaccurate. Because many suicides go unreported, the actual number of global suicides is actually much higher. Regardless of the actual numbers, it's a staggering number of people.

Could you imagine that rate if every attempt were successful?

I would like to think that maybe it's a good thing that most people fail at killing themselves. I've lost way too many people who have ended their lives. At least some of those people will get a second chance at finding peace in life. Maybe a few more can help others find that same peace before taking that final, irreversible step.
Life is definitely worth living. I'm in a situation I can't get out of. Never saw this coming or being my end to be honest. Good luck to you.

I'm a little pissed off that I've heard of people over dosing my whole life yet I can't seem to OD. I'm not even someone who does rugs. The people I've known who have ODed must have really been out there.
 
SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Arcanist
May 17, 2024
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How come no one is mentioning inert gas? That can be extremely peaceful if you have the right setup.
 
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MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
181
Life is definitely worth living. I'm in a situation I can't get out of. Never saw this coming or being my end to be honest. Good luck to you.

I'm a little pissed off that I've heard of people over dosing my whole life yet I can't seem to OD. I'm not even someone who does rugs. The people I've known who have ODed must have really been out there.
Life can be truly confusing and frustrating at times, and yeah, we end up in places that we couldn't see happening or couldn't avoid. I'm in a similar situation and it's awful.

I don't recommend overdosing. While I'm no expert, I've read the posts that advise against it and also read the dozens of failures. The risks of failure and making things worse is significant.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,887
No and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to escape from this futile and torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, I always suffer so much as a result of existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find peace.
 
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kopebaldy

Experienced
Jul 5, 2025
298
The short answer is no, there's no easy way out, and I doubt there will ever be.

The best thing we can do is find the least painful way that's available.
 

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