Venting Nights out

[Zegers]

Ocasionally i go out at night and usually come back with a feeling of emptiness, so many people with friends, lovers, having a good time and it seems that at least they are not in a struggle with darkness. Nothing fun or interesting happens... just a drink with my usual friend, some rejection when we try to meet somebody and that's it. In some way it feels like you're in a black hole, hard to explain.

 

[jodes2]

I take drugs, it helps in ways. Always leaves regret in one form or another mind you. Ignore me I'm an idiot

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Like the above poster it was getting fucked up that got me through my 20s and going out.

 

[Zegers]

Do you feel empty after going out?

 

[NoHorizon]

I can relate to that. On the (now extremely rare) nights that I go out I often come home feeling overwhelmed after seeing everyone having an amazing time while I'm feeling insecure and awkward. It makes me feel like I'm defective.

 

[freevoid]

Same. Which is why I never go out anymore, unless I'm obligated to. I just feel like this dead observer, disconnected from everything. I can't relate to what people are saying.