Do you guys ever have nightmares specifically about suicide? I have nightmares a lot but not normally about suicide.
My recent nightmare was that a bully was going to deplete my body for his gain. So basically I was supposed to be on standby if he needed a transfusion or translate he could just take from my body whenever he wanted and no matter how much it would hurt me. Then, someone told me I should kill myself because that way I wouldn't slowly die and he wouldn't feel guilty about taking from me if I was already dead.
So then I took these pills that were going to kill me in a couple of minutes and the bully and my sister were both really upset but I asked why? And said they wouldn't have helped me anyway.
It wasn't really a scary dream though. In my dream I could feel myself going and asked if I could just go into another room. They were annoyed that I was having a difficult time trying to talk to them instead of just realizing that I was dying. I told them to tell my family I loved them and was actually glad that everything was finally ending.
My recent nightmare was that a bully was going to deplete my body for his gain. So basically I was supposed to be on standby if he needed a transfusion or translate he could just take from my body whenever he wanted and no matter how much it would hurt me. Then, someone told me I should kill myself because that way I wouldn't slowly die and he wouldn't feel guilty about taking from me if I was already dead.
So then I took these pills that were going to kill me in a couple of minutes and the bully and my sister were both really upset but I asked why? And said they wouldn't have helped me anyway.
It wasn't really a scary dream though. In my dream I could feel myself going and asked if I could just go into another room. They were annoyed that I was having a difficult time trying to talk to them instead of just realizing that I was dying. I told them to tell my family I loved them and was actually glad that everything was finally ending.
