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Captain laser

Captain laser

Pirate Captain of the ghost ship!!!
Mar 17, 2026
45
i tried using a chord and it didnt do anything, then with some non-stretching clothing, and i got the "head about to explode" feeling and some ringing in my ears, but i couldnt pass out, i wanna get used to the feeling so i dont panick when the time comes, and if cant do it i'll try partial suspension.
 
Captain laser

Captain laser

Pirate Captain of the ghost ship!!!
Mar 17, 2026
45
the only thing i could stop was my hearing. i've always been so quick to faint, why now am i so resilient.
tried more pressure around my adams apple, instead of my ears going numb my face did, but i still didnt feel like i was passing out.
i've been trying for an hour now, my lips feel numb, my airway is tight and uncomfortable, im just gonna give up and cry myself to sleep.
 
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