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lonewolf22

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And im pro reproducing but only for those people who aren't assholes, still anybody gives two shits about my opinion. Everyone will do what they want to, with or without a forum and being +/- 18/21/25/35/95
sure, anyone can do what they want to but if they have to do something that is at extreme odds with what society deems acceptable liike suicide, then this particular forum should make it extremely difficult for people below the age of 21 to access its content not just for moral reasons but also for self preservation. The excessive negative publicity generated by the death of young people below 21 undoubtedly threatens the survival of this website.
 
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booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
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I joined this site because I agreed with some of the stuff on here. Wonder how many new users that video spurred lmao
 
Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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What's really jarring and deeply saddening to me is that @SpentStardust wouldn't want that video to exist, he wouldn't want his mother and other people doxxing users, that were potentially his friends. From what I've learned about him (I've done thorough research), he was struggling deeply for years and joined this site was where he found a loving community of people who loved and supported him. He wasn't just a perfectly fine kid who was goated into killing himself, he was a kid with deeper issues than anything we knew about and honestly, he was already asking about methods and such his first days here. It is not on the site he is gone, it is on all the adults in his life, who were with him all the time, that knew him and missed every single red flag..
 
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drowning, always.
Feb 8, 2023
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What's really jarring and deeply saddening to me is that @SpentStardust wouldn't want that video to exist, he wouldn't want his mother and other people doxxing users, that were potentially his friends. From what I've learned about him (I've done thorough research), he was struggling deeply for years and joined this site was where he found a loving community of people who loved and supported him. He wasn't just a perfectly fine kid who was goated into killing himself, he was a kid with deeper issues than anything we knew about and honestly, he was already asking about methods and such his first days here. It is not on the site he is gone, it is on all the adults in his life, who were with him all the time, that knew him and missed every single red flag..
what saddens me the most to think about is how quick the youtuber was to say that he had no idea spentstardust felt that way despite saying they were close. the evidence is right there on his youtube channel. it's in his music. almost, if not all the song's he's posted have sad meanings behind them.

it can't even be justified by saying something like, "happy people can write sad songs like sad people write happy ones" because the uploads go years back. his death wasn't a spur-in-the-moment decision for him, he had contemplated it long before joining this site.

this has plagued my mind since i found out about him, just wanted to say it somewhere. & i just hope he's finally at peace.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

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Apr 10, 2023
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what saddens me the most to think about is how quick the youtuber was to say that he had no idea spentstardust felt that way despite saying they were close. the evidence is right there on his youtube channel. it's in his music. almost, if not all the song's he's posted have sad meanings behind them.

it can't even be justified by saying something like, "happy people can write sad songs like sad people write happy ones" because the uploads go years back. his death wasn't a spur-in-the-moment decision for him, he had contemplated it long before joining this site.

this has plagued my mind since i found out about him, just wanted to say it somewhere. & i just hope he's finally at peace.
I absolutely agree with you.

I guess there's one good thing about that video, it lead me here when I needed this place most,
 
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