Venting Never going to experience love

[Saki]

This is just a random vent idk. I just.

Feel bad that I will never will really experience love..like probably and not just "online". I had distant relationships before. I just feel like I am missing out that part of life. I think my life won't be long anyway. It's just painful seeing everyone my age getting a partner of having friend and being happy. It makes me feel like something is broken about me. I'd be nice to have someone to hug just without being questioned or something...Even tho I struggle with attraction I still want to experience it in a way. I hate depression it sucks the live out of me.

 

[bipolar22]

Finally had my first relationship with 27. Honeymoon face was amazing but once that pasts all my problems ans pains returned.
What I'm saying is yes it can be good for a while but by no means enough to fix any I'd my pain and my issues. Gf is sleeping right now. I'm on my 12th day of xanax binge. Lonely. And with the amount we spend away from each other because of stupid work just to live in this dump it's a bit disappointing to say the least. Doesn't mean I don't love here. But we don't even have enough time together to work on our issues. Not all rationships.are like that but with full time work it's like almost being single emotionally wise. Maybe that's me though. But maybe you're not missing out on a huge deal. I'm 80 percent as miserable as when I was single. tbh maybe this is a bit of a consolation for you. Sorry to hear about your feelings I know what's it like to crave for a loving partner

 

[onlyforever1]

I've never even had an online relationship. It's one of the most crushing things for me, to know I will never be loved.

 

[twilightSparriw]

This is just a random vent idk. I just.

Feel bad that I will never will really experience love..like probably and not just "online". I had distant relationships before. I just feel like I am missing out that part of life. I think my life won't be long anyway. It's just painful seeing everyone my age getting a partner of having friend and being happy. It makes me feel like something is broken about me. I'd be nice to have someone to hug just without being questioned or something...Even tho I struggle with attraction I still want to experience it in a way. I hate depression it sucks the live out of me.

Let's hug