Venting Never going to belong anywhere

[Happy Cat]

I've been jumping place to place on where I live. As soon I turned 18th things have been horrible for me. Though my 17th year was pretty miserable so no big surprise. At 18th I was homeless and spent a whole year trying to find a place to live. Having to deal with people made everything worse which made me hate people in general.
I recently had a traumatic time at the mental hospital I was in and I was only there for a month. I hated it so much that I cried in front of my doctor (who I have been nothing but nasty to and disliked) and now hate hospitals.
I had family who took me in and they were all nice on the phone until I met them in person and realized they never changed. I hate living in my current place but I literally have no where else to go. I feel like wherever I go it's always going to be the same

 

[Gangrel]

it takes a while, i hated where i live, i made my bedroom my sanctuary basically so i can scape real life, it doesn't work all the time

 

[Hollowman]

I never will either.

 

[EternallyCold]

Sounds like you've been through a lot. Homelessness at just 18 and that traumatic experience at the hospital must be difficult. I really hope that things will get better for you soon and that you'll finally find a place that's comfortable and safe to live in

 

[Oreki]

I belong underground