
youngandbhad
Member
- Dec 13, 2018
- 8
That's it. My time has come. Tomorrow morning (March 1, 2021) i'm going to go to the woods and hang myself. I haven't been very active in this forum but I've been following it since 2018 and it helped me calm my mind a little. I have so many questions though. I feel like trash for causing my parents even more problems after my death because I live in the Netherlands and i'm originally from Poland and my parents still live there. Does anybody know how the police works when somebody finds my body? I plan on having my identity card on me to make identification easier. I also plan on leaving a suicide note in my apartment but I cannot find the strength to text my parents before because they are going to think of me as selfish (they have said multiple times that suicide is selfish) but I just cannot live anymore. There is no hope for me. So I was wondering if anyone knows how the process of informing relatives work when I'm a foreign citizen? Or will they just think I am missing when I don't answer their phone calls for too long?