rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
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I'm in UE and got two bottles of N. Lucky? Yes as I believe life is about among hard work.


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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
571
Never been jealous of anything or anyone this much!! Good for you! I wish you a peaceful and vomitless journey whenever you decide to embark on it 🖤
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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I am a born capitalist and a man who loves doing business.
I offer you a deal you can't refuse.

How about trading SN for these bottles? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).
I guarantee you that you and I will benefit from this deal, you can trust me ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).
Trade is the foundation of this world and we can be an example of that.

But seriously, good luck ;).
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
I am a born capitalist and a man who loves doing business.
I offer you a deal you can't refuse.

How about trading SN for these bottles? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).
I guarantee you that you and I will benefit from this deal, you can trust me ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).
Trade is the foundation of this world and we can be an example of that.

But seriously, good luck ;).
I'm not interested, thx
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
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How did you get it?
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
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Essas garrafas parecem enormes, como é que conseguiste?
Tens algum contacto num veterinário ou assim?
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
922
Foste mais rápido a responder que eu a perguntar!

Espero que corra tudo bem e que seja sem dor. Deve ser surreal ter isso nas mãos
 
rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
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Foste mais rápido a responder que eu a perguntar!

Espero que corra tudo bem e que seja sem dor. Deve ser surreal ter isso nas mãos

Parece surreal mesmo, tudo o que queria era ter uma morte indolor, para dores já chega a minha vida
 
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killmesoftly

killmesoftly

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veterinarian friend that used to hustle with me in high school
what did you say it was for, do ppl use it recreationally or did they know you plan to ctb? btw, very jealous and wish you good luck and peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine it must be a relief having access to Nembutal, I'm always wishing for such a peaceful way to free myself from all the suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I don't like it when people say stuff like "I can do x so everybody else can do x too". It just isn't logically correct at all. Either way, I envy you a lot and I'm sure a lot of other members envy you a lot too. Hope you find peace soon
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
what did you say it was for, do ppl use it recreationally or did they know you plan to ctb? btw, very jealous and wish you good luck and peace.

I won't go into details, but of course I didn't tell him the truth.
I don't like it when people say stuff like "I can do x so everybody else can do x too". It just isn't logically correct at all. Either way, I envy you a lot and I'm sure a lot of other members envy you a lot too. Hope you find peace soon

I'll find my peace soon, thx
 
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hopeless123

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Sep 6, 2021
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These are my two bottle I received from D in April 2022. I took the pic in my mum's garage shortly after, with the labels peeled off. For the first time in 20 years I felt some control over my life and a little peace. I paid $1000 for 200ml. In July 2022, on the hottest day ever recorded in the UK, I had the police barge into my home and immediately arrest me and search my flat and seized both bottles, which were in the fridge. I was arrested in front of my neigbhbours. I spent the day/night at the station explaining I was suicidal. My family and friends know. I don't care too much as Im very numb. I almost got a criminal record for it.

fml.

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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,585
These are my two bottle I received from D in April 2022. I took the pic in my mum's garage shortly after, with the labels peeled off. For the first time in 20 years I felt some control over my life and a little peace. I paid $1000 for 200ml. In July 2022, on the hottest day ever recorded in the UK, I had the police barge into my home and immediately arrest me and search my flat and seized both bottles, which were in the fridge. I was arrested in front of my neigbhbours. I spent the day/night at the station explaining I was suicidal. My family and friends know. I don't care too much as Im very numb. I almost got a criminal record for it.

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I'm sorry for the pain that you endured that day. We really live in a world full of disgusting pro suffering humans. It's just so absurd and sickening. They would rather have us suffer and die horrifically than have us die peacefully
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
These are my two bottle I received from D in April 2022. I took the pic in my mum's garage shortly after, with the labels peeled off. For the first time in 20 years I felt some control over my life and a little peace. I paid $1000 for 200ml. In July 2022, on the hottest day ever recorded in the UK, I had the police barge into my home and immediately arrest me and search my flat and seized both bottles, which were in the fridge. I was arrested in front of my neigbhbours. I spent the day/night at the station explaining I was suicidal. My family and friends know. I don't care too much as Im very numb. I almost got a criminal record for it.

fml.

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I'm going to bury them and close my account on sasu, thanks for the information
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
171
veterinarian friend that used to hustle with me in high school
That's very lucky. Did you lie to him about its purpose? Propably not possible for him to not know its purpose,. I always fantasised about what I would say if I met a vet at a bar a something and offering them money for barbiturates, of course they would immediately know. who wants to put down their dog themselves?
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
That's very lucky. Did you lie to him about its purpose? Propably not possible for him to not know its purpose,. I always fantasised about what I would say if I met a vet at a bar a something and offering them money for barbiturates, of course they would immediately know. who wants to put down their dog themselves?

It all depends of the country, its easier to buy in poor countries
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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Sharing is caring, come on
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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When do you plan on ctb?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,577
Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.

Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 years. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .


Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.


Anyone should be able to buy nembutal on Amazon no prescriptions no questions asked like u buy a cellphone. It would be only around $40 at most if it were legal


Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 year. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
634
Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.

Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 years. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .


Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.


Anyone should be able to buy nembutal on Amazon no prescriptions no questions asked like u buy a cellphone


Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 year. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .

I agree 100% with you.
 
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Praying 4 a Miracle

Praying 4 a Miracle

Experienced
Sep 22, 2024
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Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.

Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 years. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .


Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.


Anyone should be able to buy nembutal on Amazon no prescriptions no questions asked like u buy a cellphone. It would be only around $40 at most if it were legal


Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 year. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .
It's very true that all adults should have this right. At the very least we should have the same rights as our pets currently do. The vast majority of human beings will end up suffering for years in a nursing home, and this is completely unacceptable.
 
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vampire2002

vampire2002

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
132
i see, so i need to befriend a veterinarian.
 
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Unspoken7612

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Jul 14, 2024
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Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.

Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 years. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .


Nembutal like this should be available for purchase to anyone no prescription required to at least those over 18.


Anyone should be able to buy nembutal on Amazon no prescriptions no questions asked like u buy a cellphone. It would be only around $40 at most if it were legal


Instead those monsters have all of us suffering for 90 years in this hell this evil prison world, working suffering every day for 90 year. The last 20 to 40 years in extreme torture in a nursing home up to age 90 .
The things that make nembutal good for suicide also make it good for murder, so just having it available over the counter is a bad idea.

The only time the public should be able to get their hands on it is when they have requested voluntary euthanasia and are literally about to do it. If they abort the attempt (fine) it should be taken from them. It should however be fairly straightforward to get approved for voluntary euthanasia, with a short cooling-off period to prevent impulsive suicides among people experiencing a temporary crisis.
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
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