CaptainT

CaptainT

Experienced
Nov 1, 2019
241
I'm living in UK and ready to CTB asap because of life circumstances. Got to decide in the next few days if I should either:

a) End things here in a hotel / Airbnb with SN next weekend (the SN and ranitidine are arriving this week, I already have the metoclopramoide and diazepams)

or

b) Fly half way around the world next weekend to Cancun, Mexico and take a bus 1.5 hours to Valladolid to try and buy Nembutal


Both are gambles - I'm nervous of the SN because of a lack of solid case studies and conflicting reports. But I could also have no luck in Mexico (or struggle to get the 200ml of bitter N down).

What would you go for?
Nembutal really does sound like the gold standard. SN is convenient and could be done here next weekend but there's so much not known about it.

I thought about taking the SN over to Mexico as a backup plan but also nervous of flying with the ingredients in my case.

Appreciate any thoughts (and if anyone has experience in Valladolid or is up for a trip).

CaptainT
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
I don't know if it's worth it to run the risk of winding up in a Mexican jail.
 
CaptainT

CaptainT

Experienced
Nov 1, 2019
241
I don't know if it's worth it to run the risk of winding up in a Mexican jail.
I'd be taking the nembutal there, not flying it home. Do you mean with the SN/ranitidine/metoclopramide in my case?
 
MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
I'd be taking the nembutal there, not flying it home. Do you mean with the SN/ranitidine/metoclopramide in my case?
Either getting caught entering the country or buying Nembutal there. Just because you can find someone to sell it to you doesn't make it legal. I would just be too risk averse to consider it.
 
CaptainT

CaptainT

Experienced
Nov 1, 2019
241
Does anyone on here have experience with / know of others who have obtained N in Mexico and taken it there?
 
trynacbt

trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
I'm pretty sure Nembutal *is* legal in Mexico to buy from a vet shop, but someone correct me if I'm wrong?

Either way, I would still go with the SN. Seems like a safer bet to me, and personally I very much trust in its ctb abilities, so to speak. It's my chosen method.
 
CaptainT

CaptainT

Experienced
Nov 1, 2019
241
I'm pretty sure Nembutal *is* legal in Mexico to buy from a vet shop, but someone correct me if I'm wrong?

Either way, I would still go with the SN. Seems like a safer bet to me, and personally I very much trust in its ctb abilities, so to speak. It's my chosen method.
Nembutal legal indeed from vet stores in Mexico, but not as easy to obtain anymore as the PPHB suggests.
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
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If I had the energy, money and little enough anxiety to be able to fly to Mexico on a mission- i dont think I woiuld want to ctb so much! (obvs purely from a personal angle as I have no clue about yr particular circumstance. I think there are quite a few solid case studies now (well rather news stories) where people have used SN to ctb. But if you got the willpower, ambition and dont mind waiting - dont see why not Mexico- could be nice to have a little holiday before you ctb also- if youve never been before-looks like a cool place to visit. That it my two-pence worth. hope you figure it out either way.
 

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