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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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-Wooooow....unsucessfulll man 52cyears old...found after 24 hours?24 hours and not dead???????
-And suicidal4ever...vomit 3 hours after...not dead? After 3 hours?
 
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That's a
-Wooooow....unsucessfulll man 52cyears old...found after 24 hours?24 hours and not dead???????
-And suicidal4ever...vomit 3 hours after...not dead? After 3 hours?
If u read exactly u can find its reason urself.
Suicidal4ever took only 3 teaspoons (maybe 7g) with alot of water and alcohol
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That 52 old man didnt want to kill himself he took abit SN with food unintentionally.

I think that u have Obsessive-compulsive disorder.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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That's a

If u read exactly u can find its reason urself.
Suicidal4ever took only 3 teaspoons (maybe 7g) with alot of water and alcohol
And
That 52 old man didnt want to kill himself he took abit SN with food unintentionally.

I think that u have Obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Big thanks for all your answers.. Sorry i have read very quick and my English is very bad.
That's a

If u read exactly u can find its reason urself.
Suicidal4ever took only 3 teaspoons (maybe 7g) with alot of water and alcohol
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That 52 old man didnt want to kill himself he took abit SN with food unintentionally.

I think that u have Obsessive-compulsive disorder.
I have big several anxiety disorders...
 
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Katiewoo13

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Good resource, thank you. It seems that more pain has been witnessed than some of the other threads would lead me to believe.
 
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Good resource, thank you. It seems that more pain has been witnessed than some of the other threads would lead me to believe.
It's hard to know for sure isn't it? Some of them drunk alcohol or OJ, etc, but I guess it's going to be different for everyone to some degree.

I've got some SN and keep thinking about it, if I do it I'd want to be out as fast as possible.
 
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Nov 21, 2020
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It's hard to know for sure isn't it? Some of them drunk alcohol or OJ, etc, but I guess it's going to be different for everyone to some degree.

I've got some SN and keep thinking about it, if I do it I'd want to be out as fast as possible.
I just went to the doctor and got some anxiety meds. I'll do some test runs and see how they affect me, but I think that will help when I CTB.
 
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Interesante hilo.
 
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Graytaichi

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Just to summarise , the fact that those, the number of people without intervention does not report back is a good indicator this thing has a high probabilty of working without puking or emergency calls. Period.
 
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For newcomers reading this, I know a big concern is feeling out of breath like you're suffocating. Please remember that you won't feel like you are suffocating because your body is still able to get rid of carbon dioxide. That feeling of suffocation only arises when the body can't expel carbon dioxide and when there is a buildup of carbon dioxide in the lungs. You won't have a buildup of CO2 because your red blood cells can still carry CO2 just fine. You will breathe heavier than normal because your body is calling for oxygen this is different than feeling suffocation. Don't worry.
 
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I'm real life and cyber life, this thread proves academics always ruin the party. I think the one thing I walk away with from this Everlong thread is: sn works.
 
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So this method seems really painful. That some moan and scream in pain is truly terrifying.
 
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I have tried to put a brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can add them to this thread.

SS ASSUMED SUCCESSFUL

iceiceice722: 20g, 48 hour regimen meto, antacid.

Stan: 20g in 50ml water, stat dose antiemetic Buccastem (prochlorperazine), 200mg tramadol, OTC antacid, fasted for at least 5 hours.

Moonicide: 25g in luke warm water drank through straw to help with taste, 48 hour regimen meto, 1000mg ibuprofen, 1000mg gabapentin, 800mg Tagamet, 8 hour fasting, throat and stomach burning afterward, pain rated 3.5/10, after 5 minutes needed to lay down, heart beating fast, feeling really warm but no pain, vomited twice, after 10 minutes breathing heavily, gasping for air, sounds like choking. After 10 minutes breathing slows down, leg spasms and grunting and loud groaning sounds. After 15 minutes vomits again, unconscious after 20 minutes. Witness did not think it was entirely peaceful.

Chat room: 25g, 72 hours regimen meto, 6 hour fast, ranitidine, tasted bad, burning throat, breathing slowly, 20 minutes after ingesting vomited violent, sounds indicated it became a very tough experience, horrible respiratory sounds, really distressing, don't know when she fell unconscious but we didn't talk anymore, 45 minutes after drinking she stopped breathing and dead (report from person who was on the telephone while someone took SN, could hear noises and groaning, did not think it was peaceful).

gambardella: 2 tablespoons in as little water as possible, 48 hour regimen with metopimazine, fasted for 8 hours, sleeping pills (doxylamine) 30 mins before the SN drink, 1000mg paracetamol but no antacids. Slight stomach discomfort and throat hurts a bit, heart beating super-fast!

MeltingHeart: 48 hour regimen with meto but missed out last triple dose, 2 parcetamol plus 1 Zantac, a few low dose benzos.

BPD-LE: 20g in 50ml water, stat dose of quetiapine, 8 hour fast, withdrew fluids 2 hours before SN, antacid 4 x Rennie.

metalchic_74: 27g, 8 hours fasting, stat dose 400 mg of quetiapine, 2-3mg Ativan, antacid Tagamet, 2 ibuprofen, fast heartbeat, dizzy.

Tearygirl: 25g, stat dose of 30mg meto, take painkiller and benzo 1 hour before, meto 45 mins before, and antacid 30 mins before, 1000mg Tylenol, 0.5mg lorazepam, 20mg famotidine.

Suicidal4Ever: 20 capsules, stat dose antiemetic, benzos. Neck and chest feel overfilled already from taking capsules.

Neverod: 20g in 75ml water, 48 hour meto regimen, 4 teaspoons magnesium milk, throat burns, drowsy.

Spiderman_32: 22g in 68g water, stat dose of 3 buccastem m (3mg).

trynacbt: 48 hour regimen meto, 400mg ibuprofen, 3mg Lexotan, 800mg Tagamet, slight burning at back of throat, fast heartbeat, some nausea, feel thirsty, really peaceful, feel sedated, limbs heavy, anxious, drowsy.

Kvothe_alThor: 20g, 48 hour regimen with meto, 300mg ranitidine, after 3 minutes fast heartbeat, feel dizzy but no pain.

shango: 15g, stat dose of 30mg meto, fasted all day, in a hotel.

EBEN30: SN and Omeprazole.

JordT: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen with meto, ranitidine, oxycodone, diazepam.

Bumblebee: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen with meto, ranitidine, oxycodone, diazepam.

Karangel25: ~20g in 100ml water, meto.

melanar: 20g, 48 hour regimen with meto, alprazolam.

NeCkDeEp: 2-3 tablespoons SN in 100ml water, 1000mg ibuprofen, anxiolytics, 3 Rennie, 3 sleeping pills, fast heartbeat, drowsy.

heylightiforgot: tablespoon of SN, stat dose antiemetic, 20mg diazepam, acid reducer.

peaceminusbts: 20g in 50/100ml water, 48 hour regimen domperidone, 3 x 45mg ranitidine, 8 hour fasting.

LuxelDrief: 22g in 70ml water, stat dose meto, 800mg cimetidine, 8 hour fast, metamizol.

Davy: 25g, stat dose meto, zantac, lorazepam.

timetogo: 2 tablespoons in 50ml water, 3 x 75mg ranitidine, fast for 36 hours, throat warm, heaving but not vomiting, do not feel nauseous, hands falling asleep, pain, vomiting swallow back, cannot breathe.

Lunaemoth: 20g, 48 hour regimen meto, 800mg of Tagamet, ibuprofen, feel dizzy, fast loud heartbeat, overheated but hands cold and shaky, pale, nauseous, almost blacked out getting up, feel better laying down.

Kakabushi: 48 hour regimen meto.

Tristesse: Haven't pass out yet 16min after taking SN, the heart rate raised a lot, now the eyesight is a little influenced, dizzy and ringing in the ears now.

Funkygibbon: SN in 20 capsules, vomited but had recently eaten, turned blue, no pain, vision going spotty.

Whatshername: 48 hours regimen meto, acid reducers, Xanax.

Northerngirl1965: 10g in 100ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 800mg Tagamet, Benadryl, Kalm tab.

Purple777: 15g in 100ml water, 48 hour regime meto, 800mg Tagamet, Xanax, 12 hour fast.

Jackblade: 20g in ~70ml water, stat dose domperidone (3 x 10mg), omeprazole (1 x 10mg).

Kemis: 30g, 48 hour regimen cyclizine (3 x 50mg per day), pepto bismol, Ranitidine (4 x 75mg), Zantac.

Spartacus00: 10g in water, 32 pills SN (each holds 0.5g), vomited, headache, shaky.

Kukubananas: 3 teaspoons SN (approx.. 17-18g), 100mg of dimenhydrinate, 50 mg of meclizine, 800mg of Tagamet, fasted for about 18 hours, fast heartbeat, very nauseous, no headache, cannot breathe, vomited, back of throat hurts, keep coughing, dizzy, stomach feels funny, hot, hard to concentrate, like being drunk, nausea passed after a while, hands shaky, body feels heavy, no energy, feel faint.

Rocksandsand: 20g, stat dose meto, benzos, antacid, did not fast, slight stomach discomfort, vomited.

bubbletea: 20g, stat dose domperidone (30mg), 10mg diazepam, fast heartbeat.

Vegrau: 20g, no antiemetic, cimetidine 800mg, lorazepam 6mg, fasted 24 hours.

Lunar: 15g in 60ml of water, stat dose meto (40mg), 4 x 75g Ranitidine, 1000mg Ibuprofen, fasted 8 hours, fast heartbeat, no pain, sleepy and relaxed.

Karangel25: 30g, 48 hour regimen meto.

Cloudz: 20g in 125ml water, stat dose 30mg meto, Tagamet 800mg, fast heartbeat.

Zal: 12 capsules SN, no antiemetic, feel a bit under the weather, high pulse.

Oblivion Lover: 25g, 48 hour regime meto, Cimetidine 200mg, Lorazepam 2mg, 8 hour fasting.

AnxiouslyDepressed: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 1mg clonazepam, 120mg propranolol, 1mg Xanax, 4mg diazepam, 1000mg paracetamol, 20ml Milk of Magnesia, 8 hour fast, gagged slightly due to salty taste, dizzy, no nausea.

SoupSnakes: 25g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 1g paracetamol, 100mg amitriptyline, 800mg Tagamet, 8 hour fast.

daikon: 48 hour regimen meto, 400mg ibuprofen, klonopin.

peaceminusbts: 20g in 100ml water, 48 hour regimen domperidone, rantadine, fasting for 8 hours.

Kronos: 25g, 10 hour regimen meto, 200mg propranolol, 1000mg paracetamol.

SpecialK: 21g, stat dose 300mg of Quietiapine, 2x 400mg of Advil, 2 Gravol, 2 Tagamet, almost vomited after drinking, fast heartbeat, drifting away, vision blurry.

Readytoendit: 20g, no antiemetic, 800mg Tagamet, advil, slight headache and nausea after 3 minutes, not a great deal of pain, felt peaceful about the decision.

Escaper Boy: 20g, stat dose meto, cimetidine.

epil: 20g, no antiemetic, 900mg ranitidine

Godofdeathftw: 48 hour regimen meto, Zoltan, fasted 8 hours.

isam: stat dose meto, 1000mg paracetamol.

SS UNSUCCESSFUL

drakewantstogo: 17g, stat dose of 30mg metoclopramide, 225mg Zantac, fasted for more than 8 hours, after 5 minutes vomited 3 times, after 15 minutes did not feel drowsy, felt happy and excited at first but then felt anxiety, mild dissociation, blindness, felt bad – pain 6/10, called emergency services, arrived 45 minutes after intake.

Querry1: 15g in 60ml water, stat dose of weak antiemetic, fasted for 6 hours, heart beating fast, vomited after 20 minutes, after 30 minutes felt unbearable pain 6-7/10, called emergency services, blacked out after 1 hour.

Mortalscreensaver: 10g, no antiemetic or acid regulator but fasted for 24 hours, slowly sipped liquid and did not finish, lips turned blue, felt dizzy when walking, fainted after 10 minutes.

clover: 50g, baking soda as acid inhibitor, no fasting, wasn't able to finish drink because of saltiness and drowsiness, tried to walk but felt weak and collapsed, found by girlfriend, felt nauseous and "out of it," lost consciousness and had seizures, emergency services called, no permanent damage.

21Neberg: 20g in 150ml water, no antiemetic, no antacid, 24 hour fast, lips turned blue, fainted 10 minutes later, did not finish glass, still sipping it when found, dizzy when walking, found by mother, emergency services called, fully recovered

ultraviolet sin: 20g drank over an hour, regimen meto, Xanax, no fasting, didn't vomit, didn't hurt, felt euphoric, found by police in hotel room 1 hour 40 minutes after, "out of it" while being treated.

Mich517: 20g in 100ml DMSO, vomited a lot, similar to partial hanging, vision affected, felt like passing out, convulsions, hands shaking, fell as stood up, not fully conscious, slept it off, no pain, nausea.

X-Kid: 2 tablespoons in 1.5 cups water, had two sips, 8mg ondansetron afterward, felt fine but burning in nostrils, unconscious after 20 minutes, no pain, roommate found him passed out with blue/grey face and called emergency services, doctors claimed would be dead if not found.

Lotus: 20g, stat dose antiemetic, fasted all day, loss of vision/vision blurred, vomited after 20 minutes then felt no pain, fast heartbeat, passed out, police came into room after last sip as someone had called emergency services.

Divine Trinity: Took SN and other than the burning sensations (minor to me), I can't remember much after lying down. The burning is similar to acid reflux in the oesophagus and stomach, slightly worse since it lingers. Only reason I survived was because someone called the cops after I was under, woke up handcuffed to the hospital bed.

axorz: 17g, stat dose of meto, benzos, Tagamet, 8 hour fast. Vomited immediately after drinking, lost consciousness after about 10 seconds, brother called ambulance. No long term consequences.

Jen0804: SN mixed with orange juice. After effects – alopecia, hair started coming out within that same week and continued until June. It's slowly growing back now, periods stopped completely so I believe it can mess up hormones/endocrine - not sure about long term fertility or male fertility etc., immediately after taking it and the whole two weeks after, my kidneys and bowels just weren't functioning, also couldn't feel hunger. I ate an apple and two bites of a hospital sandwich for a whole week or so (drank as normal) but I was so not hungry.

Funkygibbon: 8 or 9 SN in capsules, went outside for a cigarette, within 10mins I was found because a neighbour walked past, my lips were blue and I was ghostly white, my only symptoms were a massive headache, I didn't feel sick or anything, my neighbour called an ambulance.

L0ne1ygh0st: 15g in 100ml water, no antiemetic, stat dose quetiapine, vomited, sore throat, headache, fast heartbeat but peaceful, boyfriend found her and called emergency services.

zajebistakaczka: 20g, 48 hour regimen of meto, alprazolam, 2mg Xanax.

Ifisieyoung: no antiemetic, vomited, sleepy, hot, didn't realise how fast it would work and someone found me, would recommend this method and I will be trying it again this weekend.

Eden2k: SN in sips at first, felt nauseous but didn't vomit, gulped down the rest, vomited in 10 minutes, severe headache, pain in my lower part of my back and stomach cramps probably down to vomiting, hadn't eaten or taken anti-acid or antiemetics, assumed it hadn't worked so lied down because I had the headache from hell, woke up early hours the next day, looked in the mirror, discolouration of skin, tried to get out of bed but stumbled and knocked things down, other customers in the hotel room next door reporting loud crashing from my room, hotel staff let themselves in when they couldn't get a response, had passed out on the floor.

Minudah: 5 teaspoons in ½ cup DMSO, ¾ rubbed into skin, no antiemetics, abdominal pain, mouth dry, dizzy, lethargic, weak, vision going black, headache, bad chest pains, muscle pains, fatigue, nauseous, stiffness, shaking, called emergency services.

Suicidal4Ever: 3 teaspoons in 100ml water, no antiemetic, 3 x benzo, had drunk alcohol, tired, doubt if I've taken enough, vomited 3 hours after taking, heart felt it was going to burst out of chest, went to sleep, woke with hangover, headache, head ringing, eyes pulsing, blue lips and fingernails, continued vomiting next day but almost back to normal.

Notf1xable: 25g in 100ml water, no antiemetic, zolfran, antacid, 8 hour fast, vomited after drinking, burned going down, didn't finish full dose, lay down, sweaty, dizzy, vision affected, sore body like flu, feeling out of it, called emergency services.

NEWS ARTICLES

Wira Wahyudi Sinuraya died after ingested 100 times safe amount.

Robert Laurie Coates died after SN ingestion.

Joshua Barton died after SN ingestion.

Juanita Ainsley died after SN ingestion.

20 year old girl died after SN ingestion.

Inezi Scychocki Serafine 20g in 200ml of water.

Ashley Walker died after SN ingestion.

Teresa Sunna, 28 year old, died after SN ingestion, lethal dose for humans is set at around 22 milligrams per kilo of body weight.

Brett Stevens and a 24-year-old woman found dead at AirBnB in Scotland.

Shawn Shatto was found blue, cold, lying on the floor, she wasn't breathing.

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES (SUCCESSFUL)

17 year old dental nurse died after taking a single 1g tablet of sodium nitrite.

A man in his 30s who had exhibited mild depression was found dead in his house. At autopsy, the lividity of the face and back was greenish grey, and the blood was tinted a chocolate brown colour. Level of methemoglobin was 83.4% by spectrophotometry.

A case of methemoglobinemia caused by the accidental contamination of drinking-water with sodium nitrite. The patient had a MetHb concentration of 49%. The amount of sodium nitrite ingested was estimated to be 0.7g.

Two cases of fatal methemoglobinemia resulting from ingestion of laxative solution inadvertently contaminated with sodium nitrite are described. Postmortem toxicological examination revealed methemoglobin levels in excess of 75% in both patients – a level that is uniformly fatal. The laxative solution was found to contain sodium nitrite instead of sodium sulfate at a concentration of 15 g/L. The pathophysiology of methemoglobinemia and a review of other reported cases of toxic methemoglobinemia are presented. Marked cyanosis in the face of intact cardiorespiratory function should alert the physician to the possibility of toxic methemoglobinemia.

A 76-year-old man collapsed and rapidly developed brady-asystolic cardiac arrest 25 min following self-poisoning with an unknown quantity of crystalline sodium nitrite. On arrival in the ED the patient was asystolic with cardiopulmonary resuscitation in progress. Haemoglobin concentration was 110 g/L, arterial methaemoglobin measured 82.6% and serum lactate 9.6 mmol/L. Antioxidative treatment was undertaken with total 5 mg/kg intravenous methylene blue administered in divided aliquots. Despite prolonged resuscitative efforts the patient died.

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES (UNSUCCESSFUL)

A 23-year-old female presented to the emergency department after intentionally ingesting an unspecified amount of sodium nitrate. She presented by ambulance to the hospital profoundly cyanotic and unresponsive. The patient's initial methemoglobin level was 92.7%.

A 52-year-old male was transported to hospital after being found at home by family, unconscious and slumped awkwardly for approximately 24 hours. After treatment reported chest pains, kidney injury due to SN, deep vein thrombosis, cognitive impairment (unclear if this was due to past history of ECT or SN).

Sodium nitrite ingestion for suicidal attempt, presented in unconsciousness, shock and deeply cyanosed condition. He was pulseless and had no recordable BP with methemoglobin level of 77%. He completely recovered after two days. Survival in a case of methemoglobinemia with extremely high level of methemoglobin, non-recordable BP and deep cyanosis is rarely reported.

Poisoning with sodium nitrite in three family members after eating homemade sausages given to them by their neighbour who was a butcher. The concentration of sodium nitrite in the homemade sausages was about 3.5g per 1kg of meat, almost 30 times higher than allowed according to legislation. A 70-year-old man died about 7 hours after consuming the meal, while two women, 53 and 67 years of age, respectively, were admitted to a toxicology clinic the following day due to food poisoning, with the maximum concentration of MHb in blood of 33.7 and 20.4%, respectively. They were discharged 3 days later. The autopsy of the deceased man showed sodium nitrite poisoning with a relatively low concentration of MHb in his blood – 9.87%. Death was attributed to the exacerbation of hypertensive and ischemic heart disease, resulting from accidental sodium nitrite poisoning.
About that last one, did the butcher intend to poison himself with it to ctb but accidentally gave the wrong sausage to the family, or was it an intended murder? If it was murder, then why is it here? Wasn't this supposed to be suicides?
 
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I can re assure anyone who is concerned: SN is peaceful. I attempted with it. The only reason I'm alive is because I was taken to the hospital right away. If there's no one to find you, you will be okay. The worst part is seriously just the taste. Once I drank it I felt a bit of nausea, heard a buzzing in my ears, and felt dizzy. I sat laid down and within 20 minutes of ingestion I was uncsincuous. I never once felt like I was suffocating. And btw I only drank a few sips of the mixture, if you managed to chug the whole thing I reckon this would have happened faster. I was told I almost didn't survive even with medical attention. And no, I do not have organ or brain damage. I've read with SN there seems to be a threshold that must be passed before the cells begin to die, so essentially with SN once the brain cells start dying anyways it's too late for it to be reversed and you don't have to worry about surviving with brain damage
 
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I can re assure anyone who is concerned: SN is peaceful. I attempted with it. The only reason I'm alive is because I was taken to the hospital right away. If there's no one to find you, you will be okay. The worst part is seriously just the taste. Once I drank it I felt a bit of nausea, heard a buzzing in my ears, and felt dizzy. I sat laid down and within 20 minutes of ingestion I was uncsincuous. I never once felt like I was suffocating. And btw I only drank a few sips of the mixture, if you managed to chug the whole thing I reckon this would have happened faster. I was told I almost didn't survive even with medical attention. And no, I do not have organ or brain damage. I've read with SN there seems to be a threshold that must be passed before the cells begin to die, so essentially with SN once the brain cells start dying anyways it's too late for it to be reversed and you don't have to worry about surviving with brain damage
Clown_17, I remember your experience sometime ago as i browsed through old threads, thank you for sharing this. I wanted to ask a few questions but seeing as you wrote this out, I don't think I need to.
 
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I can re assure anyone who is concerned: SN is peaceful. I attempted with it. The only reason I'm alive is because I was taken to the hospital right away. If there's no one to find you, you will be okay. The worst part is seriously just the taste. Once I drank it I felt a bit of nausea, heard a buzzing in my ears, and felt dizzy. I sat laid down and within 20 minutes of ingestion I was uncsincuous. I never once felt like I was suffocating. And btw I only drank a few sips of the mixture, if you managed to chug the whole thing I reckon this would have happened faster. I was told I almost didn't survive even with medical attention. And no, I do not have organ or brain damage. I've read with SN there seems to be a threshold that must be passed before the cells begin to die, so essentially with SN once the brain cells start dying anyways it's too late for it to be reversed and you don't have to worry about surviving with brain damage
What would you compare the taste to? how hard was it to swallow compared to large amounts of vodka/whisky or liquid medicines as i heard sn tastes better than N and N tastes like your swallowing 200Ml of vodka in one go
 
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What would you compare the taste to? how hard was it to swallow compared to large amounts of vodka/whisky or liquid medicines as i heard sn tastes better than N and N tastes like your swallowing 200Ml of vodka in one go
It's incredibly salty. It's like drinking salt water but worse, and more bitter.
 
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It's incredibly salty. It's like drinking salt water but worse, and more bitter.
Did you experience fear at any point? Do you think if you drank the full amount your symptoms might have been worse? Were you found? Will you be trying this method again?
Did you experience fear at any point? Do you think if you drank the full amount your symptoms might have been worse? Were you found? Will you be trying this method again?
Also did you take supplementary drugs in addition to SN?
 
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It's incredibly salty. It's like drinking salt water but worse, and more bitter.
Do you think using a benzocaine gel (mucopain) would help mask the taste?

Did you feel the tachycardia. I've seen cases where this causes shallow breathing. Did you feel any consequent chest pain?

Did you feel any stomach pain? There are some posts advocating the use if antacids to help against this. I'd prefer not to take 'em as my digestion tends to get a bit sluggish if I do.. Not sure what to do here..
 
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Oct 24, 2020
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Did you experience fear at any point? Do you think if you drank the full amount your symptoms might have been worse? Were you found? Will you be trying this method again?
Yes I did feel fear, but that's because my attempt was very impulsive and not thought out. I was having an episode and knew I was making a mistake right away. In the present I would not feel that's at, but back then I still had some hope for myself. One thing that scared me more than death was the thought that my SN was expired and would only cause brain damage and not kill me. I was misinformed however because brain damage only occurs with sh really soon before death, and my SN was not expired as I had feared.
Do you think using a benzocaine gel (mucopain) would help mask the taste?

Did you feel the tachycardia. I've seen cases where this causes shallow breathing. Did you feel any consequent chest pain?

Did you feel any stomach pain? There are some posts advocating the use if antacids to help against this. I'd prefer not to take 'em as my digestion tends to get a bit sluggish if I do.. Not sure what to do here..

I believe anything that numbs your mouth could help.

Yes I felt a bit of a racing heart. I feel that a proper amount of benzos could have mitigated any distress that caused. But there was no chest pain for me at all

Not a distressing level of stomach pain, really just equivalent to how it would feel after eating a spicy meal where you have a pit in your stomach. The most disturbing symptom I had before I went unconscious was this fizzing sound I heard in my ears. I'm not sure what caused it but it was quite loud however I had either adjusted to it or it had stopped because it wasn't noticeable by the time the ambulance had arrived. I was loaded into the ambulance and that's when I was unconscious

I really wish I could have a do over with SN. It was the best shot I had and I wasted it in a moment when I wasn't yet ready. Now I feel ready and yet I can't access it anymore since the regulations for buying SN have been tightened up here
 
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One thing that scared me more than death was the thought that my SN was expired and would only cause brain damage and not kill me. I was misinformed however because brain damage only occurs with sh really soon before death, and my SN was not expired as I had feared.
I am having the same fears as well. How old was your SN since it's manufacture date at the time you took it?
Not a distressing level of stomach pain, really just equivalent to how it would feel after eating a spicy meal where you have a pit in your stomach.
Thats good to hear.. I presume you didn't take any antacids..
I really wish I could have a do over with SN. It was the best shot I had and I wasted it in a moment when I wasn't yet ready. Now I feel ready and yet I can't access it anymore since the regulations for buying SN have been tightened up here
I really feel for you man.. I can feel it in my gut. I feel your pain. I am so sorry you are in this situation. May I know where are you from? There are other methods. My backup method to SN is partial hanging. Maybe that could be an option.
 
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Yes I did feel fear, but that's because my attempt was very impulsive and not thought out. I was having an episode and knew I was making a mistake right away. In the present I would not feel that's at, but back then I still had some hope for myself. One thing that scared me more than death was the thought that my SN was expired and would only cause brain damage and not kill me. I was misinformed however because brain damage only occurs with sh really soon before death, and my SN was not expired as I had feared.


I believe anything that numbs your mouth could help.

Yes I felt a bit of a racing heart. I feel that a proper amount of benzos could have mitigated any distress that caused. But there was no chest pain for me at all

Not a distressing level of stomach pain, really just equivalent to how it would feel after eating a spicy meal where you have a pit in your stomach. The most disturbing symptom I had before I went unconscious was this fizzing sound I heard in my ears. I'm not sure what caused it but it was quite loud however I had either adjusted to it or it had stopped because it wasn't noticeable by the time the ambulance had arrived. I was loaded into the ambulance and that's when I was unconscious

I really wish I could have a do over with SN. It was the best shot I had and I wasted it in a moment when I wasn't yet ready. Now I feel ready and yet I can't access it anymore since the regulations for buying SN have been tightened up here
Were you aware of anything when you were unconscious? Did you have any paralysis beforehand?
 
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