need to ctb today but I don't know how

[powerofdap]

I've tried the partial but I struggle to find the sweet spot and then again I feel as if im not applying enough pressure

What other ways are there to ctb with household items? Ones which are not as painful. the maximum pain I want to feel is maybe a good punch to the head.

I have a belt, bed sheets both I've attempted with partial but just doesn't work.

are there any other ctb where I would initially be unconcious so I wont feel any pain.

I can't buy anything atm as I have no money.

 

[Pluto]

This is not a good idea. It is hard enough with proper methods and an organised methodology.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I'm sorry that you have to do this. I hope you find peace. Maybe you can try later, and not act on impulse? It's hard as it is for methods prepared for weeks

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunate reality is that I don't think that ctb is that straightforward. If there were ways to easily pass away using household items then I would already be long gone. The world that we exist in certainly makes ctb so unnecessarily difficult but I do understand your frustrations and I really wish that it's easier to leave. Of course it makes hanging sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people managing to succeed with it. I get that it can certainly be so dreadful when all that you wish for is to be gone, yet you feel stuck here and it's very unfair how we have to potentially struggle so much to leave this world. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.