Hello guys (english isn't my first language so bare with me) so, My friend brought me a gun for protection since I couldn't buy it myself because I am 20, although I did give her the money to buy the gun for me, but wouldn't it be under her name? and if i use it to ctb wouldn't it be like a case or would she go to jail for buying it for me?? can someone please answer those questions for me.
( also I live in the US, Florida) my minds wonders on whether I should use it to ctb, i'm sure it'll be quick & pretty painless (shot to the chest) then again i always remind myself that i can't and shouldn't.. I don't really want to leave this earth knowing that i've left my friend traumatized and full of guilt i'm sure she'll blame herself, as well as not knowing if she'll go to jail or something.
So I did decide the hanging method, I already brought a rope and plan to hang myself using my closet rod & I plan to do it at night (when everyone is asleep) but I've been having some doubts because on another thread someone said hanging is not a silent method and you'll make noise, but I plan to have the tv on with some brown noise playing and my fan on as well, do you guys think i'll be able to succeed with my plan??? the last thing I want is to be found and wake up in the hospital with possible brain damage.
Which method do you think is the best method? I'm all ears for advice, opinions, and recommendations as well, thank you guys so much in advance.
( also I live in the US, Florida) my minds wonders on whether I should use it to ctb, i'm sure it'll be quick & pretty painless (shot to the chest) then again i always remind myself that i can't and shouldn't.. I don't really want to leave this earth knowing that i've left my friend traumatized and full of guilt i'm sure she'll blame herself, as well as not knowing if she'll go to jail or something.
So I did decide the hanging method, I already brought a rope and plan to hang myself using my closet rod & I plan to do it at night (when everyone is asleep) but I've been having some doubts because on another thread someone said hanging is not a silent method and you'll make noise, but I plan to have the tv on with some brown noise playing and my fan on as well, do you guys think i'll be able to succeed with my plan??? the last thing I want is to be found and wake up in the hospital with possible brain damage.
Which method do you think is the best method? I'm all ears for advice, opinions, and recommendations as well, thank you guys so much in advance.
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