Need Guidance

[iamamistake404]

Hi, everyone. I'm new here. English isn't my first language, but I'll try to speak my mind.

I wanted to ask what's the easiest but non painful way of suicide? If it's consuming medication I need something that I could easily buy without having the need of prescription. I'm scared of jumping off the building or being hit by a vehicle (and it's not guaranteed that I'd die from it)

I'm thinking of just drowning since I find peace floating in the waters, I don't know how to swim so that's a big plus. But I'm thinking of how cold the water it is here, but maybe that is a plus as well. But it would be nice if it's warm while the water hugs me in to the deep. I also wish just some random stranger shoot me in the head. If I could trade my life with someone at the hospital, I would give mine.

I'm very desperate, someone pls help how not to be here anymore without causing so much effort, instant, and painless (a little pain would do).

Please.

Thank you.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Welcome to SS. I'm sorry that life has brought you here, but I'm thankful that you are reaching out and looking for guidance. If you are intent on leaving, being educated is the best chance you've got to go without undue pain and suffering.

Drowning is extremely painful. It also has a very low success rate due to survival instinct. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to allow yourself to drown to death.

I would suggest checking out some of the mega threads and see what method might speak to you. Don't act impulsively, as that's when most attempts fail.

 

[Nobody'sHero]

This might be useful to you.

 

[FishRain3469]

I don't believe we can " guide " you towards anything..... As I believe that would be against forum / SS rules.

I'm sorry you are going through this and I have nothing but thoughts / prayers for you in whatever may happen. Try and take care of yourself if possible. ♥

 

[Kbeau]

This might be useful to you.
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I concur. Read this. Educate yourself. Don't rush.