Please ensure to give deep thought to this choice before you make it. Once you consume it, there is no going back. It is important to note that suicidality modulates regular activity in the brain. The prefrontal cortex, responsible for critical thinking, decision making, and reasoning, and the centers accountable for empathy, are all underactive. The amygdala and limbic system overshadow these subregions, which are responsible for fear, emotional pain, and threat detection. When emotional overwhelm takes over, the brain starts to operate in survival mode. Rational thoughts are hijacked by hopelessness. Organized actions are all driven by a desperate need to end the suffering without a clear understanding of the consequences. I recommend placing the medication in a spot that is not directly visible. Find an activity to distract and ground yourself—this will effectively rivet yourself to the present moment and center you back into a rational state of thinking. Once you are clearer-headed, you can then return to the big decision with a better sense of certainty and rationality.