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ihatemyself2025

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I bought fent off street. Dealer said i should be dead in 20 min. I have no tolerance
This is opposite of who I am. Im scared but i need tovtake it. Thoughts?
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hi
Mar 31, 2025
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I bought fent off street. Dealer said i should be dead in 20 min. I have no tolerance
This is opposite of who I am. Im scared but i need tovtake it. Thoughts?
If I was you I'd test it for Fentanyl to be extra sure. Get a Fentanyl test kit. Also how much did he give you? 2mg is enough but it's safer to use more than that.

20 minutes is also quite unrealistic the guy thinks you're a fentanyl addict. If you're naive to Opioids then death should occur between 2-10 mins depending on weight and how you took the Fentanyl. IV is the fastest, Snorting comes in second, and taking it orally comes in at third.

Also can I ask a question? Why is your dealer telling you how long till you die? seems odd since most dealers want their customers alive so they gain money from them.
 
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I wouldn't trust anything a dealer said. Not suggesting what you should do one way or another, just, don't trust the words they say.
 
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loser4ever4life

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I bought fent off street. Dealer said i should be dead in 20 min. I have no tolerance
This is opposite of who I am. Im scared but i need tovtake it. Thoughts?
Now that you've got it, relax. Calm down, and think things through. If you don't believe this is you and you change your mind, no shame in that.
 
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bankai

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So the dealer said that you should be dead in 20 minutes. So you told him you wanted fentanyl for catching the bus and he sold it to you?Do you think we were born yesterday?🤔
 
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In the US, test strips are fairly easy to get. Use one. Not all dealers know their product let alone stand behind it.
It could be an antacid, aspirin or chalk. Whatever is easiest to get and sell.
It also could be fent and you should not leave it laying around.
Death is as complicated as life.
 
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Knoc

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Apr 21, 2025
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So the dealer said that you should be dead in 20 minutes. So you told him you wanted fentanyl for catching the bus and he sold it to you?Do you think we were born yesterday?🤔
If he is already selling that kind of hard drug known for running lives and killing people, i'd imagine that he doesn't have any sorrt of moral code in the first place,. Is it really that far fetched?

Hell, many of his "clients" gotta be 6 feet under by now
 
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bankai

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If he is already selling that kind of hard drug known for running lives and killing people, i'd imagine that he doesn't have any sorrt of moral code in the first place,. Is it really that far fetched?

Hell, many of his "clients" gotta be 6 feet under by now
It isn't moral code, but the legal implications that will keep these dealers at Bay. Ultimately, someone OD'ING will bring some cops to his doorstep. They don't want that kind of heat.

So what OP is saying doesn't make much sense to me. But I don't know.its possible he's telling the truth i suppose.
 
Knoc

Knoc

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Apr 21, 2025
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It isn't moral code, but the legal implications that will keep these dealers at Bay. Ultimately, someone OD'ING will bring some cops to his doorstep. They don't want that kind of heat.

So what OP is saying doesn't make much sense to me. But I don't know.its possible he's telling the truth i suppose.
I'm very ignorant about opioids, but aren't fentanyl deaths really common to begin with or it's just some massive hysteria propagated by the media.
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I'm very ignorant about opiods, but aren't fentaniyl deads really common to begin with or it's just some massive hysteria propagarse by the media.
True it's number 1.Eighty percent of all od deaths.
 
leandra

leandra

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Feb 10, 2025
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Id say probably just bail
 
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ihatemyself2025

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Apr 23, 2025
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IM scared but i have to do it
 
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Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
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IM scared but i have to do it
Honestly, unless you have steeled yourself for the possibility of failure or permanent damage, I highly recommend not acting impulsively if you can afford to. Being scared introduces plenty of extra variables that might just make everything end up worse.
 
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AnimusLapsus

Isolate Ecstasy
Apr 14, 2025
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Please ensure to give deep thought to this choice before you make it. Once you consume it, there is no going back. It is important to note that suicidality modulates regular activity in the brain. The prefrontal cortex, responsible for critical thinking, decision making, and reasoning, and the centers accountable for empathy, are all underactive. The amygdala and limbic system overshadow these subregions, which are responsible for fear, emotional pain, and threat detection. When emotional overwhelm takes over, the brain starts to operate in survival mode. Rational thoughts are hijacked by hopelessness. Organized actions are all driven by a desperate need to end the suffering without a clear understanding of the consequences. I recommend placing the medication in a spot that is not directly visible. Find an activity to distract and ground yourself—this will effectively rivet yourself to the present moment and center you back into a rational state of thinking. Once you are clearer-headed, you can then return to the big decision with a better sense of certainty and rationality.
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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I have never done drugs so I have no idea you could get them online. Thanks for the lesson!
Yeh same, theres plenty of drugs on the darknet markets. Even antidepressants lol. But it's always safer to double check with testing kits to know what you got.
 
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