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charlemagne

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Aug 31, 2021
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Hi, I've been lurking mostly on this site for a while. I've had suicidal thoughts, plans, and attempts over the last 6 years. I've been mostly only having thoughts for the past around 3 years I think, until last week.
I have had a few days to think about it. I have a few boxes of 75mg pregabalin, some alventa (Venlafaxinum) in 37,5mg, 75 mg and 150mg, and 30 pills of 150mg Welbox (bupropioni hydrochloridium). Overall quite a bit of pills. I have been medicated with Alventa for a few years, and am currently in the process of getting off it. Does that change something if I decided to take it in a mix with other meds to overdose?
I also read about how overdosing on Alventa (and I think pregabalin too) can be very unpleasant and cause seizures. Is this a big risk? I don't really know what to do. I just want to go, but I want it to be as little pain and discomfort as possible (though I'm aware that is probably a luxury).
Thank you for anyone reading this.
 

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