Hello everyone,
What would you advise for someone who's seeking a lethal medication ?
Of course I want it the least painful and the most reliable possible.
After considering cyanide, then SN (sodium nitrite), then Nembutal, I thought I would settle for liquid nicotine.
Liquid nicotine seems like the most affordable solution so far, since it's used to vape ! Unlike cyanide and Sn (?), it's commercialized for people. Of course nembutal is far out of reach, that's a shame.
I haven't found a post that reassures me enough on liquid nicotine, but if this has already been discussed, please share the link.
The thing is : I just read a post explaining how painful liquid nicotine is. Seriously, the person made it sound nightmarish, and I guess it wasn't a troll but someone who wanted to help. Not very surprising that a lethal medication would cause pain, but again the pain was described unbearable. I also am not aware of the solution OP eventually opted for.
Now how can I deal with this...
Also, even though it's easy to purchase, I fear I might have to order it online and receive the friggin package at home... Yes, I live with family, as you're guessing !
And well, I'm not sure I want someone to notice bottles of nicotine arriving in the house like Harry's letters. If any of you has an idea to avoid this more than awkward situation - I mean, the awkwardness doesn't bother me as much as the fact that my homies are going to tie me to my bed -, I'm listening.
I've also heard about potassium "KN" nitrite and about nitrogen, but given my little info about those two, I can't ask you to actually give me full review on them - except if you think they would definitely be better options.
Thank you for reading, really. Would appreciate any support, it's hard to be lost, without knowing how to escape.
What would you advise for someone who's seeking a lethal medication ?
Of course I want it the least painful and the most reliable possible.
After considering cyanide, then SN (sodium nitrite), then Nembutal, I thought I would settle for liquid nicotine.
Liquid nicotine seems like the most affordable solution so far, since it's used to vape ! Unlike cyanide and Sn (?), it's commercialized for people. Of course nembutal is far out of reach, that's a shame.
I haven't found a post that reassures me enough on liquid nicotine, but if this has already been discussed, please share the link.
The thing is : I just read a post explaining how painful liquid nicotine is. Seriously, the person made it sound nightmarish, and I guess it wasn't a troll but someone who wanted to help. Not very surprising that a lethal medication would cause pain, but again the pain was described unbearable. I also am not aware of the solution OP eventually opted for.
Now how can I deal with this...
Also, even though it's easy to purchase, I fear I might have to order it online and receive the friggin package at home... Yes, I live with family, as you're guessing !
And well, I'm not sure I want someone to notice bottles of nicotine arriving in the house like Harry's letters. If any of you has an idea to avoid this more than awkward situation - I mean, the awkwardness doesn't bother me as much as the fact that my homies are going to tie me to my bed -, I'm listening.
I've also heard about potassium "KN" nitrite and about nitrogen, but given my little info about those two, I can't ask you to actually give me full review on them - except if you think they would definitely be better options.
Thank you for reading, really. Would appreciate any support, it's hard to be lost, without knowing how to escape.
