Near death scare

[sorcerergf]

Hi all! I posted here a few weeks ago with a plan to CTB, well rather ironically, the day I planned to do it I ended up having a heart attack and then a stroke AND ANOTHER heart attack (cause tbd) I was in the ICU for several days. I fought like hell for my life I felt fucking terrible. Anyways long story short I'm pretty sure I don't want to die anymore. I'll probably disappear from this forum now! Thank you all for the love I wish for the best for all of you moving forward!

 

[orpheus_]

So sorry you had to go through this. Good luck, I hope you can find a good life!

 

[Xi-Xi]

大家好！幾週前我在這裡發文說打算結束自己的生命（CTB），結果諷刺的是，就在我計劃結束生命的那天，我突發心臟病，然後又中風，接著又一次心臟病發作（原因待定）。我在加護病房待了好幾天。我拼盡全力與死神搏鬥，感覺糟透了。總之，長話短說，我現在很確定自己不想死了。我可能要從這個論壇消失了！感謝大家的關心，祝福大家未來一切順利！

That is either the luckiest or unlickiest way to gain recovery lol

 

[sorcerergf]

I definitely don't recommend it my whole body hurts more than you can even imagine

 

[-RedBirdOnASkull-]

I definitely don't recommend it my whole body hurts more than you can even imagine

Really? well better to be dead then