Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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Like the title said, is there a difference in the most peaceful death if consumed/injected correctly between N, Fentanyl or Heroin?

Sometimes I'm worried that even when you're knocked out that you are just paralyzed and somehow feel as you suffocate.
 
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NotMeantForHere

I want to go like Marilyn Monroe
Feb 6, 2020
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From what I understand, N is the most peaceful way period. Fentanyl is almost as peaceful but not the full 10/10(it is ranked 9/10) on the peacefulness scale in the PPH as N is. Heroin is also rated 10/10 on the PPH's peacefulness scale..
 
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calendulo

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Jun 13, 2019
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Yes, there is, but not just one single, guess there will be a lot.
The first is that just one is going to kill you, others could or could not to do it.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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It takes a bit of time for opioids. It is considered a long euthanasia.
As for N, everything happens almost instantly.
But both opioids and N are very-very peaceful.
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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Thanks for the answers. I'm just worried because people say for F and Heroin when you pass out your body starts to gasp for air desperately and yes I know you're unconscious but I couldn't find 100% proof that you won't feel anything while youre unconscious.
 
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5:45AM

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Thanks for the answers. I'm just worried because people say for F and Heroin when you pass out your body starts to gasp for air desperately and yes I know you're unconscious but I couldn't find 100% proof that you won't feel anything while youre unconscious.
It's likely that these are automatic responses as the body is dying.

If you're unconscious then by definition you shouldn't be able to feel anything, though you might still be having brain activity, it is unrelated to what's going on in reality. (Read about near death experiences)
 
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SugarbushMtn

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Heroin, tough to get, impossible to know what you really have, the strength and what dose you would need.
 
Sunshine

Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
205
Heroin, tough to get, impossible to know what you really have, the strength and what dose you would need.

Heroin should be easier to get that N or F. I saw it several times advertized on the Darknet, never saw the others.

Aren't there testkits for Heroin? You could also just take an ABSURDLY high dose, so even if it is cut you should die just because it's way too much.
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
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Does someone know why fentanyl is 9 and not 10 in the peaceful category?
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Than why morphine is a 10?
It doesn't make sense
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That is only my opinion, but different opioids act different in our body. E.g. heroine is converted into morphine in our body, so wold be logically to put 10 for both heroine and morphine. Fentanyl differs. Codeine for example is not even recommended although it is an opioid too.
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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Does anyone know if alcohol tolerance also reduces Heroin tolerance?
 
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90sAesthetics

90sAesthetics

Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
Jan 8, 2020
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Does anyone know if alcohol tolerance also reduces Heroin tolerance?
I'd love to clear up a lot of points on here.

-No idea why F is a 9/10 in relation to others. They are likely misinformed on opioids, as they push barbiturate substances a lot more in their exit guide.
-F acts on the same opioid receptors as morphine and H. I'm personally giving F a 10/10.
Oxycodone abuser since 2016.

-For best mental supression, 2mg Xanax with a fresh benzo tolerance will completely shut off any form of critical thinking, or dangerous overthinking. Benzos are |(metaphorically, not literally) chunks of powdered alcohol pressed into a pill shape. But somehow better than alcohol in legitimately every way.
Benzo Abuser since 2019.

-No evidence I've seen of cross-substance tolerance effects. Alcohol shouldn't act on a Heroin tolerance. Alcohol is a GABA-ergic compound. Heroin is an opioid-receptor binding substance. Completely different.
Alcohol Abuser since 2018.
 
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Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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I'd love to clear up a lot of points on here.

-No idea why F is a 9/10 in relation to others. They are likely misinformed on opioids, as they push barbiturate substances a lot more in their exit guide.
-F acts on the same opioid receptors as morphine and H. I'm personally giving F a 10/10.
Oxycodone abuser since 2016.

-For best mental supression, 2mg Xanax with a fresh benzo tolerance will completely shut off any form of critical thinking, or dangerous overthinking. Benzos are |(metaphorically, not literally) chunks of powdered alcohol pressed into a pill shape. But somehow better than alcohol in legitimately every way.
Benzo Abuser since 2019.

-No evidence I've seen of cross-substance tolerance effects. Alcohol shouldn't act on a Heroin tolerance. Alcohol is a GABA-ergic compound. Heroin is an opioid-receptor binding substance. Completely different.
Alcohol Abuser since 2018.

Thank you. Sorry I'm a bit tippsy right now I can't think 100% clear.

Does Heroin depend on your bodyweight? I never did anything aside from regular alcohol and some mushrooms. So could I take 2mg Xanax and then inject Heroin into a vein on my arm, if I do enough, will I certainly die?

Also do I need to stay away from alcohol for awhile for the Xanax to really take effect? How long? Are a few months of no alcohol enough?
 
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90sAesthetics

90sAesthetics

Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
Jan 8, 2020
38
Thank you. Sorry I'm a bit tippsy right now I can't think 100% clear.

Does Heroin depend on your bodyweight? I never did anything aside from regular alcohol and some mushrooms. So could I take 2mg Xanax and then inject Heroin into a vein on my arm, if I do enough, will I certainly die?

Also do I need to stay away from alcohol for awhile for the Xanax to really take effect? How long? Are a few months of no alcohol enough?
You're fine bro. I am not giving any specific ways for anyone to ruin themselves, this is all from personal experience.

The following is an example:

If I'm ever ready to CTB, I'm taking at least 80mg oxycodone (swallowed WHOLE, absolutely NO CHEWING, DO NOT SNORT). It needs time to equalize with Xanax (which would also be either swallowed whole, or dissolved under the tongue.

Time it properly, and multiple-drug intoxication is the cause of exit.

I would, hypothetically, consume at least 10mg Xanax.
See, Xanax has a very high potentialilty for exacerbating Exit thoughts. It'll place our anecdotally prepared person into a state of complete readiness to Exit.

Follow it with chugging a 750mL vodka, with those final few peaceful moments of euphoric bliss, and kablam, the fella is unsaveably on his way to eternal peace.

Lastly, alcohol dependency will not affect a benzo tolerance at all. They're both great, but Xanax (prescription only) or;

-clonazolam (unscheduled and unprosecutorial due to its legal availability. Comes in liquid 30mL bottles. Chug one while the other drugs are entering, and that hypothetical person is entering eternity feeling like a GOD.

Just some ramblings from a druggie who will likely exit using this route to Exit at some point in my life.

If any of what I've just posted is wrong, please remove and give me a warning. Thanks all.

-90s
 
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Creekalalia

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Mar 30, 2020
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Wait, what is N? I received SN today, but now I'm curious - what is this N - and where can I get it. Sorry to sound dumb or naive, all of these acronyms are new to me. I literally had to research what CTB meant. :notsure: I'm glad I found this forum because I'm learning so much - please bear with me as I learn.
Wait, what is N? I received SN today, but now I'm curious - what is this N - and where can I get it. Sorry to sound dumb or naive, all of these acronyms are new to me. I literally had to research what CTB meant. :notsure: I'm glad I found this forum because I'm learning so much - please bear with me as I learn.
Also, I wouldn't have the first clue where or how to get Fentanyl or Heroin
 
Sunshine

Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
205
Just some ramblings from a druggie who will likely exit using this route to Exit at some point in my life.

Do you happen to know if oxycodone and xanax work well together with a lethal dose of Heroin in theory?
 
90sAesthetics

90sAesthetics

Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
Jan 8, 2020
38
Do you happen to know if oxycodone and xanax work well together with a lethal dose of Heroin in theory?
Xanax (chemically-named Alprazolam) taken alone, is considered extremely safe at high doses. But once you introduce any other CNS suppressant, the risk of death is much higher.

Heroin alone is very deadly. Oxy sucks for an OD because it has to pass through the liver to be absorbed.

Takes time.

Heroin is usually introduced to the blood stream, immediately (IV or Smoking are most common methods.
(inhalation sends it to the bloodstream immediately. It has to, because normal inhalation of fresh, everyday air introduces oxygen into the blood, which is much needed at all times to sustain life).
 
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toomuchtimetodie

"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
Mar 13, 2020
296
Heroin should be easier to get that N or F. I saw it several times advertized on the Darknet, never saw the others.

Aren't there testkits for Heroin? You could also just take an ABSURDLY high dose, so even if it is cut you should die just because it's way too much.
Someone talking sense? I nearly died from shock.
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
Wait, what is N? I received SN today, but now I'm curious - what is this N - and where can I get it. Sorry to sound dumb or naive, all of these acronyms are new to me. I literally had to research what CTB meant. :notsure: I'm glad I found this forum because I'm learning so much - please bear with me as I learn.

Also, I wouldn't have the first clue where or how to get Fentanyl or Heroin
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
What number is Heroin in the peaceful category? 9 too?
They didn't write it there, but it should be like morphine, but that depending on the purity of the drug
 
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Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
What about methadone? I'm a heroin & fentanyl addict, I smoke it everyday like 3x per day... it's street heroin but it's specially mixed and cooked for us, my family member knows the chemist...but there's no real way to tell, there's heroin, fentanyl, and buffing agents. Anyway, my tolerance to opioids is 11 years worth, 3 of those years on methadone 120mg. Before I started methadone regularly, I was abusing it for about 3 weeks. I think I was doing 60mg a day plus H/F. Then I decided to CTB with 320mg. I drank the entire bottle and went to sleep. I slept for 3 days and was fine.

Now I take methadone regularly for 3 years. I don't take it everyday, I miss every second day a few times a week. Sometimes I take it everyday in a row. Anyways so I was thinking about saving some of my bottles, and take it every second day. I would have about 15 bottles of 120mg. I was wondering if all those would work on me if taken at once? I may get more soon. People say methadone is risky for overdoses, so I wonder.... but I doubt it would work I've taken soooo much opiates and drugs, I've done "speedball" (crack and heroin and meth) in large amounts during binges. Nothing happens. Ugh.
 
Sunshine

Sunshine

Experienced
Jan 11, 2019
205
What about methadone? I'm a heroin & fentanyl addict, I smoke it everyday like 3x per day... it's street heroin but it's specially mixed and cooked for us, my family member knows the chemist...but there's no real way to tell, there's heroin, fentanyl, and buffing agents. Anyway, my tolerance to opioids is 11 years worth, 3 of those years on methadone 120mg. Before I started methadone regularly, I was abusing it for about 3 weeks. I think I was doing 60mg a day plus H/F. Then I decided to CTB with 320mg. I drank the entire bottle and went to sleep. I slept for 3 days and was fine.

Now I take methadone regularly for 3 years. I don't take it everyday, I miss every second day a few times a week. Sometimes I take it everyday in a row. Anyways so I was thinking about saving some of my bottles, and take it every second day. I would have about 15 bottles of 120mg. I was wondering if all those would work on me if taken at once? I may get more soon. People say methadone is risky for overdoses, so I wonder.... but I doubt it would work I've taken soooo much opiates and drugs, I've done "speedball" (crack and heroin and meth) in large amounts during binges. Nothing happens. Ugh.

But even if you have a tolerance, if you took an absurdly high amount of F or H you should die anyway no?
 
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lizinha

Student
Feb 6, 2019
144
Someone that I know smoked anywhere from 3g- to 14g of fentanyl in a day or two. It shocked me completely but that's what his body can tolerate
 
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wanderinglost

wanderinglost

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Mar 22, 2020
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From what I understand, N is the most peaceful way period. Fentanyl is almost as peaceful but not the full 10/10(it is ranked 9/10) on the peacefulness scale in the PPH as N is. Heroin is also rated 10/10 on the PPH's peacefulness scale..
N is not 100 percent perfect, ` the taste may make you vomit it back up which u are gonna have to redrink the regurge every time until its gone then keep it down, also if u have and pancreatitis caused by gallstones or alcoholism it will be agony until it works and lastly u need the right amount that will overide your tolerance if u have one to meds and be the right amount for your weight and height
Someone that I know smoked anywhere from 3g- to 14g of fentanyl in a day or two. It shocked me completely but that's what his body can tolerate
yeah i doubt he could have IV'd that much he would have wings now lol
 
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Elbarado

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Dec 25, 2019
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N is not 100 percent perfect, ` the taste may make you vomit it back up which u are gonna have to redrink the regurge every time until its gone then keep it down, also if u have and pancreatitis caused by gallstones or alcoholism it will be agony until it works and lastly u need the right amount that will overide your tolerance if u have one to meds and be the right amount for your weight and height

yeah i doubt he could have IV'd that much he would have wings now lol

About drinking the N and the Taste and the Chance of vomiting cause of it... what do you guys think it ja better to drink it in small Episodes like in the videos or in a one shot.?

I was pretty good in one shoting beer so 100-200 ml shouldnt be an effort
 
Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
Someone that I know smoked anywhere from 3g- to 14g of fentanyl in a day or two. It shocked me completely but that's what his body can tolerate
Yep that's what I live with, they smoke 35 points a day. They're in drug dealing so they get a huge discount.
0.01 gram x 35
I'm not good with measurements. I do 3 points on average, I used to smoke 10 but I cut down a lot, couldn't keep up. It's hard it's expensive, I was spending 200 a day, sometimes more, sometimes less.
 
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