Venting My time is coming soon

[kyhoti]

I have to let this out. My pain level has ramped up these past few weeks. My thinking shuts down too often, coupled with muscle twitches and tremors. My cane isn't helping much anymore and I don't want to go back to using a walker. I keep praying for it all to end but every day, I wake up again. I have my plan in place, my date is coming up, but I really wish all my health problems would just fucking end me.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really horrible, it's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering, I hope you find peace eventually.