My time has come

[DisturbedParanoid]

Last month she left me, than i was internated in a psychiactrical hospital, diagnosis: Borderline
I feel like i will forever and ever be this scumbag because of my desease, plus, i feel like i will never be able to forgive me for lose her love, it is how it is,
my mother broke my cellphone so i`m not talking in the telegram forum. i just need to know about the extras on SN use, so any help would be great. i just want to go the most peacefull way before my desease destroy everything

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you wish for, it must be so awful being in that situation, existence really is too cruel.

 

[DisturbedParanoid]

I´M planning to go talk to her this weekend, if she says no, i will ctb for good, i just want to know about the extras on SN method, things to make my death more peacefull