Why don't you set up an account on Fiverr and do voice over work. They can't stop you. Fiverr.com. There are many sites you can work at. Maybe investigate. ;)
I've deleted my Twitter and YT, but some of my work is still on Twitch and Archive.org. Sharing my VA alias is the same as doxing my name, because they've doxed everything (except the precise coordinates in the country I live in).
That won't be an option since I am thoroughly blacklisted. Please wish me peace.
@Stan if you leave me I will kill you. Wait. You would want that. Thank You!!!!
Had already made up my mind from the start, ever since everything fell apart.
I love how you assume that I'm just "having a bad time" and not the very fact that I won't have a future with such a bleak, dull and uncolorful life. Again, I'm well aware that plenty of people have it way worse than me, but trust me - you wouldn't want to trade places with me. You wouldn't want to be in my shoes, just because I could still function normally.
Well, I'm in severe mental pain. Thanks for not noticing. ^_^
So. When is your date? Do you have a plan such as doing it in the woods? How is your phone by the way? What do you think @Stan
I'm hoping to get it over with as soon as all the SN materials arrive, which is about 2 weeks. I'm doing it in my apartment. I live alone and my parents only check up on me once a week (over the internet, since they don't even live in the same state). It is foolproof. Nobody's gonna interrupt the process, I won't be saved, and I'll find true salvation at last.
Maybe he/she can film it. I bet they wouldn't block that and he/she will always be remembered. @Stan has popcorn.
Yes. Reminds me when I lost my first spelling bee. @Stan you remember that. Or was you phone broken at the time?
@Stan He says he is a guy. Amazing thing about forums. You can be a trapped in the woods, sexually abused female one day, a 22-year-old male voice over person the next. @Stan pass the popcorn please.
In the technical sense, yes. But it'll just be my lonesome. Nobody else would participate with me. Collaborative works require more than one participant. So no, I can't do them anymore.
Nobody wants to hear my lame ass apology. And I've chosen the coward's way out by flushing myself out and deleting all of my profiles, and I refused to face any and all consequences and the vitriol of the community. There is no fix for this. Plenty of people are glad that I was outed. I just took another look on Twitter, and more and more people are coming out with their "horror" stories. Realizing what went wrong, especially in this stage, is 100% pointless. Regaining trust is impossible. Not an option. And I'd hate to try to rejoin, only for people to forcefully kick me off. No, thank you.
I'd be in denial if I weren't. Reality dictates that nobody wants me around anymore. So I'd rather cease to exist. I bet plenty of people would want me gone, *literally*.
Are you done ridiculing me or do you honestly have nothing better to do? Can't believe that I am finding difficulty in finding solace even in the final weeks of my lifespan. I thought this was supposed to be a supportive community. What did I ever do to you?
@Stan oh Stan! It's her oops his last days and chose to spend it with us! Give this poor soul popcorn!
Can you please shut up if you're not gonna be supportive? Please? Like, you could have an opinion, but wow. I appreciate all this "encouragement" you've been giving me thus far. Really, I do. >_>
The stalking case was bad, and while I do regret it, I was able to recover from it. Though that incident drastically changed my POV, making me extremely vitriolic and defensive. Ideally, I would undo that incident and start over from that point again. I would only have a one sided love for her, and give her actual support, instead of trying to guilt trip or harass her to be in a relationship with me.
